Happy birthday Melody! ^^ made her a wallpaper as a gift? haha~ hope you like it ^^
I haven't photoshopped in so long i swear..took me an hour (+ breaks&distractions xD) to make that..and it's not even that good T_T wish i could ps like the pros. bleh.
Hmm, school today was okay, same as always really? Lunch was quite funny though..Vanesha was simply being quite racist..but it was so funny, then we were talking about the 6form couple that had sex on a bench at school, then got caught by a teacher and had to go see the headteacher? LOL and then another time he had his blazer covering the crotch area and the girl was wanking him? and you could see her hand moving under the blazer? and they got caught by a student? LMFAO.
Then when we were walking to the next lesson, Becky's maths teacher was in front of us and when he was walking up the stairs, he nearly missed the step? but like, he had half his foot on the step, and was kind of balancing? then finally tilted forward and carried on walking? doesn't sound that funny when i explain it..but it was hilarious..me, Becky and Krish were trying to not laugh but i couldn't really help it, then apparntly he did it again LOL xD and once he went to the next flight of stairs, and we carried on walking forward, we completely cracked up xD got into class and me and Krish just kept laughing, laughed so much my stomach actually started hurting XD
In geography we were doing the shop survey analysis, and i was writing about cafés and stuff, and then it really made me want to go to starbucks, so then i got Carianne to help me choose a good drink ^^ ended up getting a white caffé mocca with caramel ^^ was so nice omg~ i just kept drinking it, then it was all gone before i even got on the bus T_T don't know if it was because of the drink or not, but when i was on the bus i started to get a really bad stomach ache, wanted to like..crawl into a ball and grip onto my stomach? but i was on a very public bus..and by very public i just mean that there were so many people on it, and the bus was pretty much packed, i would've looked completely retarded if i did that..so i just sat there trying to ignore it..but not really working -___-...
Got home, had dinner, then went upstairs and camerawhored..haha. Haven't put any pictures up recently..so i'll update with a few i took today~
Gonna blog this before i do my geography coursework..
Sunday, had an alarm set for 7.15am, ended up getting up at 7.55am, brushed my teeth, washed my face, ate breakfast, back upstairs, got changed, did my hair and was out the house by half past 8? checked the bus times wrong, looked on the weekdays, meaning that the bus that was meant to be there at 8.35, wasnt there.
Waited ages for a 229, then got to abbey wood station, bought my ticket, then just waited for the next train to dartford. Was on the phone to Joyce for a while aswell..train came, got to dartford, waited ages for the next train to charing cross.
When it came i was just on it whilst texting Nick and getting kicked by some little boy in front of me. I couldn't move either, since it was like his whole family there, the parents and 3 boys. All screaming, one crying, one kicking me whilst doing some writing work, the mum helping him, and the dad taking care of the other two.
Finally got to welling and went to the 51 busstop, checked the bus times and rang Joyce to see where she was, but she was still at home, and the next bus was in 2 minutes..so then she tried to get out a bit faster and make it for the next bus which was coming at 10.07am i waited at the busstop for it, then Joyce drop called me, i called her back and she told me that she was going to get on the bus at a different stop xD so yeah, she got on the bus, then we just talked and waited for Kamen's stop.
When it got to Kamen's stop, she got on, but stayed downstairs and texted Joyce saying that she left her oyster at home, so we were like 'wtf?' and then she came upstairs and said she just wanted to see our reaction to it. Stupid. hahah.
We got off the bus and went into rymans and looked at some stationary whilst waiting for the next bus, couldnt get the bus we were going to since it only comes once an hour o__o so we just got the 208, i recognised some of the road names like cresent and oxhawth, but Kamen was like 'no i think it's further down' so we didn't get off, and when we did, it turns out that we went like 64686631265523 stops too far ¬¬'' so then Kamen got out her ipod touch and connected to some random person's wireless nearby, and got the map up. Then we had the directions and ended up walking one way, but then we saw a 208 going the opposite direction, so we got on and waited until we were back at oxhawth then got off.
Walked around a bit, then saw Florence's mum in the car, so she went and took us to their house~ Kamen wanted a tour of the house, so Florence gave a quick tour, we played about on her piano and then just sat in her room looking and pics and stuff~
When everyone else got there, we just played around outside in the garden, then we ate~ then did the karaoke~ Kamen had to leave half way through though..then had the cake..some people left, and then we were just outside playing games again~ then me and Joyce left.
Got the bus outside from Florence's house, got to..somewhere xD and waited for the 51..decided to stop off at Kamen's to see her ^^ but when we got there, we were like 'hmmm, gor see yow gei yow mut yer jup gah?' because it was like how Bubbi's video was like haha. But then we just got the reply 'i wouldn't come right now because my mum isn't in a good mood' so me and Joyce ran out LOL
Then Kamen came out of the take away, and sat at the busstop with us whilst we were waiting for another 51, but then we were all talking, and saying about how our parents screw at us, then we were all imitating our mums and shouting in canto haha xD was funny, then Kamen saw a customer about to go in so she ran inside before him to serve, then the bus came..we got on and went back to Joyces.
When we got off the bus we were just walking back to hers..never realised it was such a long walk xD got back to hers and one of the first things her mum said was 'tong mm tong ngoor ah? sik faan la, yow ho dor song ah~' haha, her mum's so nice ^^ but then i knew that there was faan left for me at home, so i didn't eat any there~ me and Joyce went upstairs and was just helping Grace with the pc since flash and java was being weird..then Joyce was showing me some of the stuff that she was talking about earlier that day..
My mum came to Joyce's to pick me up, but then we ended up staying there for a while because she was catching up with Joyce's mum xD didn't leave until about 8? me and Joyce were just sitting on the floor watching tv and talking~ xD
Got home and ate dinner, then i went to wash my hair..didn't get to watch mei lui chu fong T_T i've missed so many episodes of it..bleh. I was going to do my german aswell..but then i really couldn't be bothered, was so tired. So i just left it since we had form time to do homework, and it was only 1 speaking question and developing another speaking question~ simple. Did it all in the morning and handed my book in to be marked ^^
And i can't be bothered to talk about my lessons, partly because i don't actually remember what i've been doing in lessons..-___-... Ooh, yesterday, i asked my dad for some money because he was meant to add on £10 to my allowance + my mum's £50 making me get £60..but then my dad was just like 'how much do you want?' and i just said to him 'you decide.' then he came upstairs and handed me £50, planning to give me £30 but i had no change so he let me keep it all and just said '慢慢使啊' gotta love him♥ haha~ ^__^ then my mum was jealous cos he gave me money but won't give her any XD
Hmm, i'll try to start blogging daily again, might actually include stuff about in lessons..if i'm bothered, and if i remember. xD just went to sleep for an hour or so...now i need to do my geography coursework, and revise for a physics exam tomorrow T_T...
Hmmm~ yesterday was good ^^ went to charlton with Kamen in the morning, did some shopping~ i bought a hat and jumper~ Kamen bought Florence's birthday present, then when we got to central, i went and bought Florence's present too~
Met up with everyone in trafalgar~ watched the cwalk, messed around..when Troy and Yip got there, i kind of shouted 'YIP!' and he turned around and said hi, but then when i called out 'TROY!' repeatedly, he completely ignored me and carried on walking, so me and Kamen decided to ignore him :D haha~ was funny, we kept talking in canto to eachother, so he didn't know what we were saying, and we got Yip to not translate xD
Forgave him later, after i got him on his knees begging for forgiveness on cam :D hahaa~ then we simply walked, stopped, walked, stopped, walked stopped etc. get daa drift? xD Saw Vic and jutlui Jess<3~ they looked so cute in their couple look haha~ ^^ then all the guys except Yip and Vic climbed up onto the ledge of the building..and tried doing monkey bars of the building work rods..xD went to mcdonalds, some people bought food, some people leeched off others xD went to chinatown with Crystal, Jason, Troy and Yip to get a drink, ended up getting a big bottle of the aloe vera drink and we just all drank some ^^~
Went to troc after, since everyone was there..got to the pump area and it was like..CROWDED with asians o_o so many people haha. Then Nick came aswell~ went over to the mt3 area..watched Vic, Andrew and Jason play for a bit, then everyone was going back to traf~ just messed out there really, some cwalking, some climbing poles? and just sitting around~
Hmm, when i saw KC i was telling him to add me on fb..but then he wouldn't and i didnt want to either. So we were flipping a coin to see who was going to add, but then it was like 'best out of three' 'best out of five' 'best out of eighteen?' haha xD then i was like 'i'll add you on xanga, you add me on fb!' but he said no again, but i added him on xanga anyways haha xD did the same with Louie aswell, at the end i was like to him 'add me on facebook' and it was simply just 'you add me' 'no you add me' kinda thing xD
Left around 7.20, ran to the station, then find out the train wasnt there T_T next train was at 7.40...rung up my mum..got screwed at. Got home around 8.30...but my mum didnt say anything luckily, she just ended up talking to me about a levels and what subjects i'm going to take and how i should do ib. Still not certain about ib yet, thinking about it i guess~
Hm, going to sleep now~ i'll blog about today, tomorrow. xD But for yesterday, happy birthday Florence & Giles!<3
Give me one good reason why, we can't just press rewind.
Saturday, 26 September 2009
Have actually been too tired to blog recently, and busy with homework and coursework..and sleep xD so erm..recent update on life~
Tuesday..normal school day, went to new look after school, Kamen was going to get her boots..but they didn't have her size so we just randomly tried on shoes..then went home~
Wednesday..normal school day, actually cannot remember what happened that day =/...nothing interesting i guess?
Thursday, so yesterday..normal school day, did the ISA practical in biology..saw Penny and Fui in bexleyheath~ talked to them for a while~ caught up a bit..haven't seen them in so long, so it was nice being able to talk to them for a while ^^~ Kamen and Joyce bought Florence's balloon~ saying 100th instead of 16th haha xD then came back with a pack of pombears~ yum~
Today, was late for school, but luckily my form tutor was nice and didn't mark me late, so i didn't get a detention ^^ normal day? went into the other room for business since there weren't enough computers..then me and Kamen spent a lot of that lesson typing msgs to eachother xD was trying on shoes again after school haha~ then was waiting for a 401 for ages T_T and yeah...home..eat..pc..wash hair..D.I.E..pc..xD
Tomorrow i'm going up central~ gonna see Jess and Vic ^^ have to get up early~ going to charlton with Kamen first~ shopping shopping~~~ and i'm gonna get a top up :D finally<3
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you for me.
Monday, 21 September 2009
Yesterday i woke up around 11? Didn't really do much..talked to Tze and Joyce..then just waited for Joyce to text me so i could go and pick her up~ went to her house, got her stuff, then she was running around trying to find the sushi roller thingy and the spring onions xD haha, and i was taller than her for a while, had heels on :D mwahahaha~
My dad drove us to seewoo, then he gave me £20 and said to buy 10 gongjaimein aswell~ went inside and found the seaweed sheets first~ and was talking about how people who don't drink yakult from a young age never seem to like it when they have it when they're older xD and Joyce was laughing at me because i've always called it dohdoh [多多] in chinese xD Went over to the gongjaimein section next, then i found the sutamyeon 수타면 that i wanted~ took 10 of those, and 2 bui style ones for siw yer ^^ then i got 5 出前一丁 ones~ had them all piled up..couldn't hold them properly haha, so Joyce went to get a basket, and she went over to the choi area, and saw a guy standing there getting a bag to put his choi in..and Joyce goes to him 'where are the baskets?' his reply..'I don't work here..' and then when he's walking back to his friend, he passed me and i heard him say '佢問我個籃係邊度...' LOL. Silly Joyce haha~ Well then she went outside and got a trolley~ then we went into the long queue T_T..i quickly went to get some ha tiw and then we paid for everything and went back to the car~
Got home and just went upstairs and went back online for a while~ then i brung a few snacks upstairs~ and we were just eating and going online xD was taking random photos for a while..then had dinner ^^~ hmm, just after my dad went to sleep he got the guest bed out, so me and Joyce were just sorting out the bedsheets and stuff, then we took some pics~ sat on the bed and went on pc~ took more pics~ haha.
Then i had to do my ict coursework, so i was using the pc, whilst Joyce camwhored and drew all over my post-it notes and stuck them to toys, mirrors and me. LOL. Then she told me to stop getting distracted..but she said that whilst pressing a post-it note to my head..hahahah
Then we made sushi ^__^ my first time haha~ cooked the rice earlier, so then we were just mixing in malt vinegar, salt and sugar to it~ then prepared all the stuff to go in~ cut up cucumber, salmon, egg and crabsticks~ then we started rolling the suuuushi ^^~
Joyce made one first, then I made one~ and yeah, kept taking turns..made some JUMBO SIZE ones..they were so big..cos we cut up loads of fillings, but didn't have enough rice, so we were just stuffing everything into one sushi roll xD was really nice though =D ended up making 32 pieces altogether~ then we split them in half and packed them for tomorrow's lunch ^^
After making the sushi, and nearly getting killed by Joyce with a knife in her hand with cucumber on it XD...we watched the end of meiluichufong and ate gongjaimein ^__^ was spicy but really nice :D hmmm~ afterwards we went back upstairs and i carried on with my coursework, whilst Joyce carried on camerawhoring xD
I started getting distracted again..was on msn~ talking to Nick about height and growing and stuff, and he was saying to eat more rice, then Joyce took over and was saying about having to eat choi xD random convo really~ then Joyce went to get ready for bed~ and then i went to shower after she was done~ got back, saved my ict and put it on my memory stick then turned off the pc~
I was just sitting in bed with my bedside lamp on whilst i did my english coursework, and Joyce was trying to sleep xD got it finished in the end ^^ and then i just went to sleep~
Woke up at 6.30 T_T only had 5 and a half hours sleep! was so tired..got ready and stuff, then went to wake Joyce up, was effort. She wouldn't get up..so i was half doing my hair and half poking her to get her up and ready xD got all ready~ camwhored a bit, then went downstairs and had breakfast~
When i got downstairs, and went to the kitchen, i saw a note where my lunch was, saying 'Don't forget your yoghurt!' from my dad~ haha, cos we stupidly left the yoghurt outside, instead of leaving it in the fridge, so my dad put it back in, and put a note so we wouldn't forget to take it ^^
Left the house around 7.35..got the second 602 and got in around half past, just in time for Joyce's music lesson ^^~
Now a bit more truthfully, please stop your games.
Sunday, 20 September 2009
Had a quite..in depth coversation with Tze. Talking about how girls might change themselves for a guy and how a girl starts to like a guy...
Some girls see a guy, becomes attracted to him, he likes her back, they get together, and thats a perfect story. But how often does something like that happen? Not often at all, really rare actually. Some girls see a guy, becomes attracted to him, he likes her back, but then the girl realises she doesn't actually like the guy, and took it all too far. Then the relationship gets confusing..and they stop talking. Some girls see a guy, becomes attracted to him, but are wary of it..they wait to see if they really like him or not, and when it's been long enough, they realise that they really do like him, but he doesn't like her back. Sad right? It's okay when a girl is rejected, but realises that he wasn't the one..It's better having one, real tight relationship, than several flings. -quote by Tze, and i agree with it. Of course to wait long and have a good relationship, is better than rushing in and having a bad relationship. But really, is it worth the wait? To have waited so long, just to find that one guy that will love you for who you really are..you may have to wait years.
Girls have their own little list of what they want in a guy, their ideal guy. Guys are the same, they have their own little list of what they want in a girl, their ideal girl. When a girl finds a guy that fills almost everything she wants, and the more she gets to know him, the more she likes him..but then she finds out what his ideal girl is, and realises..that he is everything she wants, but she is everything he doesn't want. However, if a girl really likes a guy, she might change for him..some say it's worth it to change yourself for someone you really like, but some say it's really not. Clothing style, scent, accessories, products and personality. Those are things that you can change about yourself, you can dress differently, use different perfume, wear different jewelry, use different products and change how you act, it's hard, but if you're strong enough to make it through, it could be a really good change. But age, height, voice, natural appearance and background. Those are the things you can't change, you can try to look older, or younger..but you'll never be able to change your age. You can wear high heels and make yourself taller, but how about when you're bare foot? There's nothing you can do to change your height. Natural appearance, make-up can be used to change your look, but you can't wear it all day, there's a time you'll have to take it off, and your real self is revealed. Background, you can hide it, but you will never be able to change it, no way at all, you can't change who your parents are, where you were born, your nationality, your ethnicity. So why bother? If you're something he doesn't want, then give up. Move on, find someone who will really love you for who you are, inside and outside, all throughout.
I'm in such deep shit? Haven't done any more of my ict cw, and i probably wont get any done tomorrow. Gonna have to really try hard and get it done tomorrow morning..aish.
Today was pretty boring..just did my RS and physics homework, printed out the sites sheet for geography, then gave up. Too many analyses to do T_T...
Was texting Nick and Joyce, then talking to Tze and Joyce on msn~ haha, theres a korean guy in Joyce's chinese class! atleast, she thinks he's korean, but wont talk to him..because shes gay and doesn't want to make friends XDD
I went and lied on my bed for a while..then fell asleep haha xD woke up and saw my phone, had a text from Nick saying
Where have you gone =o
Haha, then he was asking me to help him choose a cardigan from uniqlo~ blehs, it's so late already..probably going to sleep soon..and my eye is irritating me -__-
Love letter from my heart, love letter from your smile.
Friday, 18 September 2009
Pretty good day today~ I slept at 11pm last night, couldn't be bothered to do my ict coursework..and i really wanted more sleep, so i just got into bed early ^^~
Woke up at 6.50am from my phone, then i looked over to my alarm clock..and i don't understand, i think i completely read it wrong because i thought it stopped working, and the time was completely off, so i just got up, didn't want to risk sleeping for longer and not waking up from the second alarm, took my time getting ready since i didn't need to rush~ got out slowly~ and got on the 401 ^^~
Got into school..had a bit of form time, my lot were randomly doing push ups and stuff O__o haha, siw siw chi seen xD then me and Joyce were planning out sunday ^__^ gonna be good, making sushi and omelette~ and sleepover :D yay~ hahah.
Ict, gay lesson. Did nothing again, just tried to avoid my teacher asking about my cw, going to have to do it and hand it in on monday though, or else im screwed T_T maths was okay, just drew graphs the whole lesson~~
Double business~ did an exam question, then the rest of the time we were doing the cw, had to change one of my graphs cos the order of the information was wrong T_T took me ages to work out how to edit it..stupid links thingy.
Lunch was mainly singing :D Claire had her itouch out, and then her and Becky were listening to the songs, singing and dancing to them xD was a good lunch~~
English was okay, just finished copying up my original writing, and making some changes..this time Kamen actually wrote something haha, but i wrote a whole plan for her...XD atleast shes a bit closer to actually writing it now. xD
Activity lesson! best lesson of the day haha. Florence was starting to type up her story, and then Joyce invaded, and i joined in, then Kamen joined in too XD wrote a load of crap haha~ was pretty creative too ^__^ and then i styled Florence's hair~ put it in a pony tail, looked so cute cos her hair is short..then put gatsby in her hair ^^ haha~ :D
After school..went to broadway, primark so that Carianne could buy a tshirt. Then got the b11 cos the 401 looked really packed, but then so was the b11 -____- got off at abbey wood station, and the 229 was just in front so it was really good timing ^__^ got home and had dinner~ had prawn~ was nice :D haha~
Went on pc as usual~ haven't really done much else~ quick pic update ^^~ thinned my hair yesterday..now the length of it is thin, and my fringe is thin too~
Woke up at 7.35am today, had to be out the house by 7.45am..was rushing so much, ate my breakfast in 4minutes LOL FOR 4 MINUTE GIRL~ got on the bus, went to school..had assembly T_T was so boring~
Then had double english, had a cover teacher aswell..just copied up my original writing story~ whilst talking to Kamen. She got nothing done at all. She started to copy up hers aswell, then she wanted to change what was already there, but then she sat there for the whole double lesson doing nothing. I actually ended up dictating something for her, just so she had more...now from her whole story (1 paragraph) she has written 4 words by herself, and the rest is mine..then i even wrote out a plan for her LOL. Be grateful Kamen Yau! I'm practically doing your original writing FOR YOU xD
Had rs and german afterwards, cover again in rs, just did a double page on Jewish beliefs about family..didn't finish..but no-ones really expected to finish when it's a cover lesson xD had a german vocab test T__T didn't look at it until break, so i didn't really know the words. Got 10/15 though..okay i suppose.
Double biology was boring~ just drew the graph for the ISA, then did a few questions from the book, messed around..and then it was the end. xD
Went up to bh, Joyce got some chips from burger king..so i was stealing them off her ^___^ yum~ went to superdrug so she could buy mascara and top up~ then went to get the bus. Omg. I got onto the 401, and went upstairs, saw it was completely packed, then had to wait for everyone that was STILL coming up stairs, to turn around and get down so i could aswell, then i stood on the first step just so i had some air and then these people were so annoying, i was trying to talk to Joyce on the phone, but couldn't actually hear her because of these people screaming right next to me T_T then this girl decides to sit right where my feet are so like, if the bus jolted, and i moved forward, i would stamp her big fat ugly head! -___- and then one was standing so close to me she was practically leaning on me T__T and yeah, it was annoying..blehs.
Because my heart might become weak, I might reveal my worn out self.
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
Honestly, i barely remember what happened today because i was so tired the whole time..slept around 12am last night..slept in a bit and rushed to get ready at 7.30am..had assembly..no idea what it was about..i just remember Dr Lodwick starting off with 'I'll start the assembly from 5000 miles away' and then i already lost interest.
Double physics..not bad, just did a lot of writing, then an experiment, watched 2 experiments..wrote more..played a game..then done :D maths was okay i guess, not much work was done really, just did a sheet, marked it..marked the homework, then started filling in tables and drawing graphs and the lesson was over. Ict was boring as usual, Mr Richens talks TOO much..seriously. I was just on soompi during that lesson..and then i read a post with an interview from Jaebum's father's friend..it was really upsetting..{in previous post} Jay's been through so much, really want him to come back T_T 2pm, Jay, FIGHTING<3
Lunch went by so slowly..and i was really hungry T_T damn my weird appetite..lunch was mainly sitting around..then walking over somewhere..sitting around again..walking around again, and sitting around again xD Had double geography after, that was very bad. I was so tired..i wasn't even bothered to copy up a few notes from the board, but i did it anyways, and then we were doing an analysis of our stargraphs..i was going so slowly..Claire wrote half a page, realised she did it wrong, rewrote it and wrote another half page before i was even done with a paragraph...got my feedback for my coursework, mainly just need to add in more detail, and write more for background info.
Walked up to broadway with just Kamen since Joyce was staying after school to do her art..went to superdrug, Kamen topped up her phone, and i bought the star earrings and snackajacks xD was waiting for quite a while for the bus, and then it annoyed me how some people just came from no-where, pushing in and getting on before me when i had been standing there for 15mins waiting for it. Was getting easily aggitated..ended up getting annoyed just because i couldn't get the earrings off the rack..guess it's the lack of sleep haha.
Listened to Supernova ft. T-ara - TTL, J - Words I Couldn't Say and Karina Pasian - Slow Motion on repeat on the journey~ got home, put on the earrings and camwhored XD, ate spaghetti, washed the dishes, then just came online..now i need to do my RS, biology and learn the german words for tomorrow~
I am a parent of someone that is close to Jaybum’s age. Watching what has been happening these past few days, I have built up some confidence to say a few words. I have been business partners with Jaybum’s dad in Seattle and am a Korean-America who has been living here for 30 years. I have known Jaybum since he was a little kid and have watched him grow throughout the years. Also my kids have been going to school with him since pre-school and so they are quite close. Thus, I think I know a lot about Jaybum’s family.
Jaybum’s house in Seattle is near a beach called Edmonds and is in a prospective middle-class neighborhood. This house has been built for 40 years, but Jaybum has lived here ever since he was born for over 20 years.
In the parking lot aren’t BMW’s and Lexus’s, but rather there are cars that are about 5-10 years old. Just recently they just leased a car from Hyundai Dealershop for an Elantra, but after Jaybum’s situation, they had to return it.
In their house is a 37 inch Sony TV that has been there for 10 years. All the computers in their house are very old and about to break, and the best computer they have is a notebook that a fan had bought for Jaybum.
The reason i am telling you all this is because I wanted to show you how Jaybum’s family life style is not fake nor ostentatious, but rather humble and normal for a middle-class family.
After Jaybum came back from Korea, about 2 days later Jaybum’s dad told Jaybum that he should study music and went out and sweating from the weight of the it, bought and brought into the house a 15 year old electric Yamaha piano that was $300 just for Jaybum. Without any complaint, Jaybum took and practiced with that piano,a nd thinking of how I bought my son a Roland piano for $5000 made me so embarassed. On Friday night Jaybum’s dad and I got together to drink some beer and talk until 3AM, and all of a sudden tears dropped from his eyes and he began to share. He felt so bad for Jaybum.
For the past 5 years, no one knows how much Jaybum suffered from frustration and hard work, and so many times when he so much wanted to go back to Seattle, he always fixed his mindset and practiced for long hours, but now right as he gained so much popularity, he escaped to seattle in just 4 days, and that really breaks my heart. Coming home from Korea, for those long hours on the plane, how much did he have to suffer and think in his mind?
In the beginning of August, I remember when Jaybum came to Seattle for a quick visit. Because Jaybum’s immature younger brother was not listening to him, I remember what Jaybum said to him.
“I want to go out and meet my friends like you and go out and have fun like you but do you know why I am going through all of this and working hard? Its because of you and our parents! Why can’t you be more thoughtful of what you do!”
In the car I asked my daughter who is the same age as Jaybum “Yuri! What does ‘Korea is gay’ mean?” “It means that Korea is stupid or annoying, we say it when we’re tired or annoyed”.
Even when my daughter and I fought when she went through her teenage years, she used the word ‘hate’ a lot. “Dad i hate you!” Just because she said that would i have to kick her out of the house?
During that time, I believe that Jaybum did not understand the Korean culture, and had a hard time adjusting, while the people who translated what Jaybum said on his myspace translated in a very wrong way because they don’t know that that is just how teenagers speak in America. I don’t understand how what he wrote as a teenager has anything to do with betraying Korea in any way.
How can someone who really hated Korea work so hard for their family so they can live better lives?
Us Korean-American’s do not see America as a place just for money. We think of America as a new start where we have more opportunities, while our hearts are still with Korea and we want Korea to thrive.
During the 2002 World Cup instead of watching it at home my friends and I went to a sports bar and watched it in order to spread interest in Korea and soccer. When Korea put in a goal we alls screamed for joy and the American people who had no interest in Korean soccer seemed interested.
Even during the WBC, instead of watching the Major League we urged the Americans to watch Korea’s games and those poeple who have Nokia phones and not LG or Samsung, we went and talked to them on why they wouldn’t use a good Korean phone.
Don’t these little things show how much pride we have for Korea? Even more than the pride of those overseas, we feel like we have a lot of pride in our country. Because of what a teenager wrote 4 years ago, i don’t think that it was right to accuse and point fingers at Jaybum when he didn’t mean anything like that, and cause him to be kicked out of Korea. That is not called having pride in our country. Everyone, I urge you all to take a step back and think of what has happened in the past week, and also i urge you to have a big heart and embrace our young Korean-American who is trying so hard to live out his life and give him another chance.
I am not asking for you to put out a red carpet for him, but all I ask is for you to help Jaybum not feel embarassed or guilty anymore, and instead helpp him think more comfortably and have a warm heart for him.
During these past few days when the netizens said biting remarks about Jaybum, I want to say thank you to Boom for standing up for him and being brave. Boom still calls Jaybum everyday to check up on how he is doing.
Right now, Jaybums parents are in panic mode, and do not pick up the phone if it not someone they know.
Jaybum visited his old breakdancing studio when a black kid recognized him and put a camera up to his face and so he had to hurry up and just go home.
He hasn’t even been able to go to the church he went to all his life because he’s still embarassed and guilty and disappointed in himself, so he hasn’t been going out anywhere and just been staying home. Seeing all of this, i feel so bad for him and am heart broken.
Last saturday, my family and Jaybum’s family went to a friend’s chinese restaurant in order to brighten everyones mood. Although he wasn’t jumping for joy, being his first dinner outside since he came to Seattle, we had a good time and Jaybum’s mood got a little better and more comfortable.
I asked him “Jaybum, do you wanna go back to Korea?”
The weather sucks. It's cold, and wet, and makes everyone feel like shit :)
Lunch was pretty funny again~ still the fight between the group, but atleast i'm on the side that are still enjoying themselves ^^~
After school we went looking for shoes again~ I think Kamen's decided on the mid-length boots from newlook~ then went to superdrug, Kamen wanted to get dry shampoo, but now she's going to get the Loreal Elvive nutri-gloss light conditioning shine spray because I have it and said it's really good ^^~ but she was 22p off, so i guess we're going back tomorrow haha~
I've also decided on a few things that i want to get..
Star earrings from Superdrug, the ones i want are a bit different to the ones i was actually looking for..the ones that Mikki has, but they're close enough, and really cheap, so they'll do until i can actually find the exact pair i want~
Lighter blue nail varnish, and yellow. I already have this blue, but i want to get another one that's lighter ^^ might get the barry m ones since they have the colours i want, colours inspired by Mikki.
A 'Dogtooth Ruffle Twist Scarf' from Next, it's £10..not that much really~ saw it a few weeks ago when i was with Jenny around charing cross..and now i'm sure it's the one that i want..and the one that Lee Chihoon is wearing here ^^
I also want to get heel boots from new look, i've seen two pairs that i like, one is £25..up to the ankle, quite cute looking and has a small/medium heel. The other is £35, up to the knees, and also has a small/medium heel, and it has a cotton fabric lining at the top~ cute ^^ too bad the new look site 'due to high visitor numbers, our web site seems to be experiencing one of those ‘technical problems’.' so i can't get the pictures~ maybe next time.
Haha, so most of it is ulzzang inspired..love ulzzang style<3 Lee Yeonju is so pretty T__T and Lee Chihoon is so cute, and sexy~ yum<3
It's been a really good day today, despite the huge lack of sleep. Got up pretty quickly since i wasn't really sleeping properly in the first place..and my hair wasn't a complete mess :D looked just presentable..ended up straightening it anyway~ went downstairs..ate breakfast~ packed a good lunch ^^ watermelon, banana, orange and a salmon roll~ came in school slightly late? not sure if i made it in on time or not..didn't really check on the electronic register to see if there was an L by my name, but i wasn't looked for by anyone, so it should be fine ^^~
Ended up getting the 229...gay bus. Don't like it..but i would've been late if i waited for the next 401..was texting Jenny, Jess, Vic, Kamen and Andrew on the journey~ and they all actually replied haha. Hmm, when i got into form, and went to the back where my seat is..Becky and Chess were fighting..honestly..it was pretty hilarious. Chess just kept screaming 'but she's your friend!' and Becky was saying stuff like 'so what if she's my friend, what does it have to do with me?' then Miss Trevena was shouting at them both to be quiet and was like 'if you're going to fight then do it outside.' and Chess was like 'can we go outside?' and Becky was just like 'i don't want to go outside' LOL. Then i just kept looking at Louise and laughing haha. Louise, Claire and Krish were all sitting there with newspapers..doing crosswords haha. I did a bit of my chemistry no i didn't..i sat there with my book open, but did nothing xD
German was first, was proud of myself because i caught up with the 13 speaking questions i had to do ^____^ but then Mr Symes didn't ask me to read any of mine out -__- pfft. Was an okay lesson...had english after~ i'm actually starting to like english even more now..probably because of the teachers, since year 9 i've had good english teachers, so it's so much better.
Ict was after break..hmm, i got away with not doing my analysis again xD Mr Richens believes anything 'yeah, i've done it...but i just forgot to send it to school' i've used that excuse 1684846564546 times, and he still believes it..do i just come across as very forgetful? haha. Geography was boring..recapped on settlements from last year..then did a bit more on Sao Paulo stuff..then Miss Totty was talking to Krish about why she hasn't handed in any coursework, and said that Miss Spilstead will be around next lesson to 'help' her. LOL. special need kinda help hahaha.
Oh ma gawd. LUNCH. This lunch must've been one of the funniest..i laughed so much..first Krish kept bringing up the geography bit because she was so pissed about it haha. Then Chess started the arguement with Becky again, and they were just sitting there screwing at eachother, whilst the rest of us cracked up so badly. Simply it's because Becky's friend wrote bad comments about a picture of Chess, calling her a slag, dog and fat. And Chess is convinced that Becky said something to her friend about Chess, to make her write those comments..which honestly..i find stupid because it's someone elses opinion, it had nothing to do with Becky..Chess' only argument was that it's Becky's friend. This was my favourite part of the argument, thanks to Becky who texted me what they said so i could remember.
Chess: You're the only one who could have said anything. Becky: Why would I randomly say something to my mate about you being a dog or a slut? Chess: Well you must of. Becky: Fine I said my friend is a dog. Chess: Did you? Becky: No.
I actually love it, and especially because after that, Becky kept saying 'Why would I say to my friend that you're a dog!?' and everytime she brought up 'dog' i looked at Claire and Krish and we sat there completely in histerics.
Then later on at lunch, these year7s came over to us and dumped a bag in front of Louise and was like 'could you look after this bag please?' we were like...what the fuck? Then we were like 'do you want to give the bag back to your friend?' and the girl just said 'No, its the point of the game!' hahaha. And then! Omg, she started lecturing Claire HAHA. She was like 'if you put your phone under your blazer or bag then it wont get confiscated' and then said stuff like 'You shouldn't be using your phone in school, it'll get confiscated' Claire was like 'I've been using my phone for years here, i'm not going to get it confiscated..' then we were just like 'we're year 11..why are year 7s talking to us like this?' xD then they were saying to Louise 'you should use waterbased makeup, it's more natural' LMFAO. omg. it was hilarious..good lunch! haha.
Double chemistry after lunch, was okay, didn't seem too long..did an experiment with hydrogen peroxide and catalysts..and omg, we had to use liver as a catalyst..and then when we took the stopper out, it was bubbling like crazy, and overflowing out of the flask..then Ellen went and shoved it right in front of me LOL i was like 'OMG NO!' and pushed her arm away over to Chloe's side, then she ran over to the sink with all this bubbly crap over her hand HAHAHA.
When we were going to the broadway to get our buses, me and Kamen decided to go into river island and new look..got into the store and started trying shoes on haha xD i've found a cute pair of heel boots, the heel is quite small too, so i think it'll be good for going out in ^___^ now all i need is £25 haha..we went into shoezone aswell..but then didn't find anything, then into primark..didn't find anything either. I wanted to get a hot drink after, so we went into starbucks..but i only had £1 with me T___T went into mcdonalds and then i borrowed an extra 30p from Kamen and we got hot chocolates ^^ was just in time to get my bus~
Changed my theme..see how much i love you Andrew and Crystal? making it better for you to read! xD came across Karina Pasian - Slow Motion really like this song ^^ nice lyrics. Haha, my mum just told me, that my dad said he's buy me an ipod touch if i did well in school...and learn to cook. LOL. So now my new target, learn to cook! I want to learn anyways~ so it'll be good ^^ i'll watch my dad cook when i get home from school, and force him to let me do some of it keke. Gotta love my dad<3
I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you...
I can't sleep. It's fucking 5.30am and i haven't slept properly..tossing and turning the whole night, i have too much on my mind when theres nothing to be on my mind. I'm up waiting when theres nothing for me to wait for..almost nothing.
Why did i go and make it big? It should've stayed small then completely vanished..but everything you do, everything people say makes it grow even bigger, it's harder to let go now. I need you, it's natural. I can't breathe without you. I can't see or feel you, but i know you're there, but when you go, i wont notice, then it hits me hard. I want to be selfish and take you for myself, but you're so spread out, further than i can reach.
I'm writing this on my phone right now..there's nothing else for me to do, head hurts, my body's tired but still wrecklessly moving..am i even tired? I can't tell anymore. I resulted to getting my ipod almost an hour ago to try and listen to music to put me to sleep, i chose the same song Words I Couldn't Say, it's been on repeat. I could hear my heartbeat, just me? Or was it really slowing down?
I'm still waiting, i want to talk to you but i don't dare to wake you up..it's sad really. I need to sleep, fucking hell zoe go to sleep! It's not like its hard, i'm not in some depressed shit state so why am i making it out as i am? Like the way i feel has changed this past year, i've always been the fucking same. Knock some sense into yourself woman! You say 'im okay i guess' on a regular basis, when people ask you what's wrong you say 'same stuff as always' there are no stuff, stop being such an idiot and making things seem like there's something wrong, there's always something wrong, there's never a change to it.
Oh look, it's 5.55am, in an hour i'll have to get up and get ready for school..great.
When everything you wanted is there right before you, how could you not take it? Of course you'll take it all for yourself, but what happens when it wont let you be the owner..you're back to the start constantly thinking about it until the next comes, but it's extremely rare. It hurts, when you can't have something you really want, and then watch another person get closer to getting it. I'm only human, there's nothing i can do about it.
Feel like crying myself to sleep..wiped a few tears earlier..no reason why i can't do it again. Not like i can wait for someone to wipe them for me.
What a pointless entry, i've contradicted myself several times? And completely went all out about nothing.And made myself sound like a retarded depressed woman when i'm absolutely fine.
I know, that you know. But thanks, nothing's awkward, i like it this way. Right now, 'I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you...'
It, my feelings. Air, you. Something and everything, you. Me, you. <3
Without even realizing, my heart keeps getting lost searching for you...
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Wow, had to completely rush to do my homework...but i've actually finished my german questions =D i just need to find my text book at school and copy up the last 2 i have in there~ didn't do my ict, thats just too long..i'll do it tomorrow maybe..did some of my physics..barely any really..then i remembered that we have that time to do work before lessons start tomorrow =D some weird silent work time thingy..but it means more sleep time now, and i can finish my physics and chem later =D but then i'm going to do some chem now since i only have to finish 3 more questions ^^~
Haha, Tze just lightened up my mood a bit by telling me something sweet ^___^ so cute~ but so jealous~ TZE WHY ARE YOU SO LUCKY?~ i've used the word jealous to you like 5619487952616549 times T___T but then i still always want to know about it..haha<3
+ loveending ★: i can finish my science there~ + loveending ★: yay + loveending ★: more sleep time + loveending ★: XD ' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK: LOOOOL ' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK: i still have drama to watch ' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK: xD ' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK: i can do my french in form time + loveending ★: LOL. dramas before work? xD ' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK: drama before bed now xD ' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK: i was going to do a mask tonight but i guess its too late LOL ' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK: ill do one in the morning xD
LOL, love you Kamen<3 make me laugh haha.
I've been listening to J - Words I Couldn't Say on repeat, i love the tune, the lyrics, the voice..everything about it. I won't wait up, it won't help either side...'I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you...'
How much more tired are you.. How much longer can you go on burying everything.. I stir my head.. close my eyes.. I'm holding on like a fool.. I try to fool my heart by saying it's not.. but like a fool I regret it.. I keep getting heated and I keep thinking about you.. Without even realizing, my heart keeps getting lost searching for you..
I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you... Even if it's just one day I'm going to act happy without you, I'm going to try to smile.. But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working.. What am I to do.. I want to see you..
Instead of thinking of this breakup as our love ending, I'm just going to long for you.. Even if only the bad habits come and find me.. no matter how hard I try.. I'm here once again waiting..
I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you... Even if it's just one day I'm going to act happy without you, I'm going to try to smile.. But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working.. What am I to do.. I want to see you..
You were always the first to be standing there.. Our eyes aren't able to meet this time because she's standing in front of you.. I love you so much..
The words I really want to say (words I want to say) Words you won't ever be able to hear (My love) How much I love you, I cry out again.. To me it's not the end for us...
So much sadness and depression around recently...affects the people around you, i think. But i'm glad that i have some people who just keep me happy through the day, just talking to them lifts my mood. Maybe i shouldn't sit here playing sad songs the whole day...but they just sound so good, and have such a nice tune to sing to~
I don't have many reasons to be depressed, me and my parents are on reasonably good terms right now, there's not really anything that i'm being annoyed about, successfully recoded a skin for my blogspot, i don't feel really tired or anything and i'm in a relaxed mood. The only things that could really change that is the fact i'm not focussing on coursework, meaning that later on today i'm going to be stressed over it..13 german speaking questions and 7-8 parts of my ict analysis to complete and that the xanga layout that im trying to code isn't going too well, and i cant think of a way to make it look nicer.
Ict, german, chemistry and physics homework due for tomorrow, altogether i had 13 pieces of homework this week (not including repeats)..haha, just went downstairs to get my mum to sign my homework diary, parents were talking about my mum is the one with the least money, and my dad always gets money from her, and how she always pays for the food, gas, electricity, water etc...then i come along asking her for £20 for school fund haha. Talking to Kamen about school fund right now, didn't know that she never pays it =O bad girl lol. Time to do coursework and stuff~
The words begin to overflow, but I know they won't reach you now.
Songs can really set your mood..i've been listening to DBSK - Why Did I Fall In Love With You? on repeat for hours now...meaningful song i guess. Songs can make you think a lot...and when its a song like this you just always end up reflecting on something..happier songs just make you want to dance~
Haven't done any of my coursework, spent the code day coding this layout..looks relatively okay i guess. Still want to change it though, make it look nicer. Blehs.
Unlimited texts surprise has ended...now i have o2numbers, no free texts, and only 7p credit until next month..aigoo. I need money, haha~The new ipod touch =O i want~ 64gb £299...hmm, november mocks, xmas and birthday presents from my parents should possibly make up for it..then if they wont pay that much, i'll pay for some~ ^^
Why did I end up falling for you?
Why did I end up falling for you? No matter how much time has passed, I thought that you would always be here But you have chosen a different road
Why wasn't I able to convey to you? My feelings that were growing everyday and night The words begin to overflow But I know they won't reach you now
From the first day that I met you I felt like I knew you And the two of us melded together so naturally
Wherever we would go, it would be together It was so natural for you to be with me We became adults together But you chose a different road
Why did I end up falling for you? No matter how much time has passed, I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)
Today, the day that holds a special meaning The day that you stood with a smile of happiness Praying to God in your beautiful appearance
With the person next to you who isn't me The image of you receiving blessings How could I just stand aside and watch
So why did I end up falling for you? We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)
Why wasn't I able to take your hand? No matter how much time passes You always should've been by my side Now it will never come true
But, even though I say that I need you close to me I just pray that you will be happy forever No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)
Take it, want it, let me know it, it could be mine.
Saturday, 12 September 2009
Freaking depression yet still happy feeling. What the hell.
Appearance, it's such a complicated thing..but also something that people can't leave out. Atleast mainly from a girl's point of view, appearance is used to impress, express, and for confidence. I doubt someone would want to go clubbing in a royal ascot inspired outfit...so thats why people can spend hours picking out their clothes, and then styling their hair and doing their makeup. If you're dressed well, you'll feel better about yourself..instead of spending the day paranoid that people are looking at you weirdly. Body shape, something that is depression in itself. Of course everyone has that image of their ideal body shape..but it's a dream instead of reality, how hard it must be to get that kind of body, then maintain it. It's even harder when the section that you want to change the most, is something you can't do a thing about, like height and breast size..happens to be some of the things that guys take in the most. I need to freaking grow. Spent the night being partly paranoid, and annoyed that all my friends have big boobs. Damn.
When you find out something you never really wanted to know..hard to adjust to, right? Needs a complete change of thinking..and quickly.
Hey guy, attention! Baby, strong girl (Ha ha) So listen to this, I got the chase This is special right now, think you all that low Hey guy, first one
Take it, want it, let me know it, it could be mine You can have everything if you want By thoughts, by feelings, it could be fine Tell me everything that you want
Leads me to the brilliant lights and onto the captivating stage (Tonight is crazy tonight) Burning eyes that blaze like the sun makes me crazy
Look at me now Feel it, so you can see my heart My intensely, intensely, intensely burning love If you hear it, so you can clue me in Will you hold me like this, like this, like this
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah Let me make you strong girl Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah Let me make you strong girl
Tic toc, tic toc Look at the time that has flown Nothing can stop, you’re an endless breath It can’t be your time – your way or your play I hope you forget all your painful wounds
Sometimes hot tears run down, I can’t stop it (Even when it’s unseen) Sometimes my heart subsides coldly, I can’t feel it, oh
Look at me now Feel it, so you can see my heart My intensely, intensely, intensely burning love If you hear it, so you can clue me in Will you hold me like this, like this, like this
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah Let me make you strong girl Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah Let me make you strong girl
The love that left me, no more Fate that abandoned me, thinkin’ no more Never, never, never, don’t cry Why eh, aim high
Never miss a trick, get on your dream To my own world, more, more, more Leave everything to me, will be all right Today’s the start, party tonight
Look at me now Feel it, so you can see my heart My intensely, intensely, intensely burning love If you hear it, so you can clue me in Will you hold me like this, like this, like this
And i've been using the word jealous too much recently.
Woke up today, turned the alarm off on my phone and saw that i got a text from Nick saying
Sorry didnt say bye. Might nt be working tomorrow so maybe msn tomoro x night
haha, i thought it was cute of him to text me that ^^ got out of the house on time! saw Rex getting off at boiler house aswell xD was texting him and Kamen..and Kamen was telling me how she was waiting for over 20mins for the 269, and how she was gonna be late, and stuck in traffic XD she came in so late that she skipped assembly xD
Seating plan in physics T_T sucks, im sitting at the end on the front bench..luckily i have Ellen and Chloe behind me so it's not that bad. Did an experiment..wrote loads of stuff down..normal lesson really. Break was just the same as always..nothing exciting..
Maths was okay, i actually got some work done today, finished the worksheet we were doing~ in ict we had a cover..was going good..then Mr Richens turned up? -___- so gay. He came around and was asking how we were doing..i told him that i was just reviewing stuff and i had everything done at home, just havent taken it to school..and he actually believed me -__-..i've actually only done 2 paragraphs and a sentence..and its due on friday..need to actually work on that.
I was stupidly hungry at lunch..probably because i didnt have extra fruit..just a sandwich..but i was so hungry T_T..kind of got over it though..double geography was okay, i got the proportional arrows done, then went to the ict rooms and got all the census graphs done..then it was already the end of the double lesson =O went by really quickly, also finally managed to send some of my work to the teacher.
Went shopping after school, had to buy a new school skirt. Went to BHS first, and was looking around..then we saw these really cute BIG bows~ and they were only 50p! so i bought a blue one for my bag~ Joyce got a purple one, but just before she paid, Kamen was saying about how she got away with just sticking the sticker on something, and only paying that amount, so she went and got the black bow that Joyce wanted, and stuck the 50p sticker on that, so then Joyce got the black and purple ones xD then i wanted a pink one for friday, but it was £3..and there was one completely off tags, just there..i was trying to get Kamen to take it..but she was like 'ling bei ngor ji gei' then i started screwing cos i wanted it haha, in the end she stuck the 50p stickers on 2 of the pink ones, and we got one each haha.
Looked for a skirt there aswell, found one like the one i already have, but longer..went to try it on and it was only aged 12..but it was SO LONG o__o..so then i put it back and we went to M&S to look for some, but they didnt have the right style..so we went back to BHS and i just bought the long skirt..i guess if i just pull it up it should be fine, or roll it up a bit.
Got to the busstop at a good time, it was around ten to five, and that was the time of my bus~ Kamen's came within a minute..then Joyce went over to her busstop, and i waited two or three minutes before my bus came.
Arrived home around half 5? Ate dinner, washed the dishes, then went up to go on the pc ^^~ then i went and made tea haha, haven't drank tea in so long..so i thought i'd have some :)
Haven't done any homework =O spent the whole time looking through old pictures =/ haha~ damn, i used to look so bad o__o'' probably still do XD i was confused of whether you say i haven't drank or i haven't drunk so then i was asking Kamen, Andrew and Florence on msn, then posted it up on facebook xD
* { zoe t ran ★ says: *is it 'i havent drank' or 'i havent drunk'? * { zoe t ran ★ says: *=/ ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *i havent drunk * { zoe t ran ★ says: *are you sure? ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *actually no ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *its i havent drank * { zoe t ran ★ says: *LOL * { zoe t ran ★ says: *are you sure? * { zoe t ran ★ says: *xD * { zoe t ran ★ says: *i was like what, they both sound right * { zoe t ran ★ says: *=/ ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *they dont ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *i actually sat there and read both of them out ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *xD * { zoe t ran ★ says: *LOOL ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *i havent drank * { zoe t ran ★ says: *lol. ima ask someone else..you're the girl who says childrens. * { zoe t ran ★ says: *LOL ' kyau ; 家雯 ☆ ' HK&CHINA'09 .♥ lovee ~ says: *LMAO
* { zoe t ran ★ says: *wei. is it 'i havent drank' or 'i havent drunk' ? v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says: *i think its drank v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says: *xD not sure let me see * { zoe t ran ★ says: *LOL v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says: *oo its drunk xD; * { zoe t ran ★ says: *you sure? v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says: *its I Drank and I haven't drunk v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says: *I DRINK (present tense) I DRANK (imperfect tense) I HAVE DRUNK (perfect tense)
* { zoe t ran ★ says: *lmao. you completely contradicted yourself. v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says: *xDD yeah
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And because i didn't blog yesterday, i woke up with a spam text from Jason -___- wasted my credit on him replying '...loser' -__-'' thought he was on my o2 numbers. turns out he isnt, now i have 17p..o2 topup surprise! need to collect it tonight? tomorrow? then i can get my texts~ ^__^
JAEBUM IS GONE T____T i thought Emily was joking around when she told me, but then i went on soompi and checked..and omg, he's gone back to Seattle T_T stupid korean netizens, taking things too far when it was 4 years ago..aigoo..what's gonna happen to 2PM? they need Jay back T_T aish.
First day of school..wasn't the best? mainly just tired i guess, was watching Burning Flames 3 last night until around 3something? didn't sleep until past 3.50am, and i kept waking up randomly..and got up at 6.50am..not much sleep at all T_T texted Nick when i woke up, kind of moaning about my bad sleep haha xD ended up rushing a bit because i thought i was going to be late..got on a bus a bit before 8am, managed to get into school on time, and slightly early too ^^~
School was pretty boring tbh, first two lessons of form time was just the same as always, ICT was dead..wrote a sentence in the whole lesson...i dont even know what i did for the rest of the time =/...geography was okay, were just told about the rest of our coursework, then everyone talked for the rest of the lesson. Double chemistry..a bit of recap over stuff from last year, then an experiment..was texting throughout that lesson..-___-''''
Afterschool, i went to buy a school skirt, but then decided not too..now my mums gonna try and look for my size at work xD~ got the b11 back to abbey wood station..then waited forever for a 229..was so bored on the bus journey..was texting Nick, Tze, Jenny and Andrew today, but then i ran out of free texts, then went down to about 20something pence..T__T and my o2 numbers wont let me change because its being a bitch, so now i can't text Nick or Tze until i top up -___-...
Got home and had a nice dinner with my parents, it's my dad's birthday ^__^ was talking over dinner..and my dad said something like don't go and get a hukgwai that walks funny for a boyfriend LOL haha, was so funny how he said it xD after dinner i went upstairs and was going to start my work..but then i went on the pc for a bit..talked to a few people..then i was just really tired from the lack of sleep...so i went and slept for about an hour? got up and showered, then went downstairs to make my lunch for tomorrow..back upstairs, was meant to do my work..but then i ended up watching inkigayo perfs on youtube..haha~ T__T..
Whoever's on my o2 numbers better be prepared to text me back during school times ^____^~~ now i need to do my geography T__T...
All the pain that's been wrecking my brain, getting so close to going insane.
Sunday, 6 September 2009
Bye summer, hello school.
Went to yumcha today in HKC. Now i'm so full, but all i had to eat&drink today was dimsum, water, tea, more water, a few pringles and an orange. Got home and started on my coursework, did all of my location bit, which i thought i would never finish. Finished the last part of my aims, guiding questions and predictions..just need to do the purpose, background info and methodology. I've done half of the background info, and a third of the methodology. I have tomorrow aswell i guess, have to make sure i finish it off.
So today was the last day of summer holidays, meaning the start of the twice a month going out restriction, forcing myself to stay off the computer and do my homework the day i get it before i go online, no texting during class, and focusfocusfocus. Going to get this year over and done with, with good grades and a good report.
Summer has been good, a lot of things happened really..and a lot of change. There were times when things were really good, happy and fun; sad, confusing and depressing; hectic, rushed and stupid, but really, altogether it was all great. From going to central, messing around in troc, playing big2 at traf, rushing for the trains, standing there doing absolutely nothing, shopping at oxford, trying to push my curfew later, shopping at westfield, camerawhoring, my first time playing pump, the day at greenwich park, the massive waterfight, my holiday to spain, coming out at 4pm just to see a few people before they went on holiday, the oovoo nights, funny strip nights, late night texts, dmcs, family days with the cousins, shopping at bluewater, doing random korean dances, going out to central for the last time before school starts...it was all really good, and even though so many things have changed, for me, it changed for the better.
A few of the people that made my summer really fun and exciting..
Jenny Tsang Jenny! i'm really happy that i got to spend some of the summer with you, and since we talked a lot online and you shared a lot of your thoughts with me, makes me feel like i'm really trusted by you :) was fun each time i was out with you, even if we kept missing trains and walked around not having a clue where we were going, it was all still really good :D
Jessica Wong Jutlui~ it was really good to see you during the summer~ and because it's so easy to talk to you about everything, and you're also really playful haha, missed you when you were in hongkong, but i'm happy i got to see you the day after :D and our constant texting the whole time~ and how we'd keep getting into eachothers businesses haha, and our conversations on msn ^^
Andrew Hoang Ah gor, even though i always saw you at chinese school anyways, i think that during this summer we've gotten closer? atleast we sometimes actually talk on msn, and you actually reply to my texts, and every time we're out you ask me what time i'm going home, even though you know that i have to be home by 8, and every time i ask you to take me home, even though i know you're not going to. Also the times i tried to get you up early and get the train with me to central, but then you always say that you're going later, or you miss the train haha. And you also listened to the things i said when there was something serious to say, was a good summer with you :)
Cindy Tsang Ah lui! haha, didn't really get to see you much this summer, but then when we did see eachother we got on really well, it's probably because we're both short and love korean stuff haha, but still, it was fun just randomly going around being korean addicts :D and how you said that i sound like a mum to be telling you to be careful of the road, so our mummy&daughter relationship started :D
Crystal Law Saw you quite a lot this summer :D always you who organised events, and then walk around taking pictures and getting really bad mugshots of me xD but then i could also tell you anything and everything, was good to see you when i was out, cos then i could go to you if i needed anyone, then the time when we were both on oovoo and msn, but instead we go and text eachother haha xD atleast you're one of the people who always reply fast to texts :D
Tzetze Ma Muimui! keke, funny how you thought you were my jeh, then it turns out it's the other way around xD met you half way through the summer, but we talk loads~ was really fun the day at greenwich park, and then at bluewater~ and our nights on oovoo, strip night aswell haha xD and then how we'd text eachother all the time~ and how i know quite a lot about you already ;] lmao. Was nice to meet you this summer :D
Nick Leung Hamsup gay lo :) haha, met you before summer started, but then i guess i never really spoke to you properly, but then we were closer when we kept seeing eachother out, then there was the whole 'i dont want to add' thing..but then i guess i ended up adding, and got you to add on msn :D then taught you a bit of korean? lmao xD the day at greenwich park we soaked eachother haha, but you were the easiest person to get :D and when you stripped on cam ;] sexy wor~ haha, and the late night texts, texts in canto, kinky texts..lols and at bluewater, didnt really talk much that day? but you have my ribbon! don't lose it :D
Carmen Lau My camerawhore friend? lmao, that day we went to westfield, and took masses of photos on Ray's camera xD good pictures though (Y) was fun that day, everyone kind of looked at us like 'why are they taking so many photos' haha xD and each time i wanted to stay out late and you tried to help me make up excuses, but then i knew it would never work -___- was fun this summer with you :D
Kelvin Huynh Kelvin~ the giant...LOL see how nice i was to go out that saturday to see you before you went on holiday? haha :D was good seeing you again yesterday aswell ^^ long hugs<3 and your extremely late replies in everything..haha :D
Troy Abey My dancing machine :D and..future fiance? LOL funny this summer with you, your craziness..and dancing! haha, you must learn the other dances, and show meeee :D funny watching you on oovoo aswell, the strip night..haha, and seeing you yesterday, before you get your hair cut xD and you're my number one fan, the guy that always reads my blog lmao :D
Kamen Yau Saw you quite a few times this summer, all the times are the same really, we talk, shop? spend money atleast haha, you big spender! save your money woman! even your horoscope says to! haha, and you always having to run for your train, and how you think that you'll just get the next train and get home later..then get screwed at by your mum each time..haha. all jokes :D see you at school woman!
Joyce Xie Lo por jai! didn't get to see you much this summer! but then it's all good, msn & phone convos (Y) and i'll see you in school too :D i miss you man, haha, was good to talk to you and catch up a bit on the phone the other day<3 and the times when i'd try to make you stay out with me instead of going back with Kamen, haha xD atleast i'll get to see you every morning in form time ^^
Florence Wong Florence~ didn't see you much this summer either, the day that we finished school, straight up to central and sticker pics :D was a good day haha, and how we kind of bullied Kamen into letting me have a better pic LOL, the memorial party..sad but then good at the same time :) was nice to see you again that day..and then when we were at Maisie's..was a fun day, see you at school la :D
Jason Ho BIG2 CHEATER! i caught you :D haha, without cheating, you fail. Those times on the train when i kept beating you :D and caught you cheating twice at traf. lmfao. seems that i saw you a lot this summer, getting the train with you to central. oh, and you asian fail, getting a B in chinese. LOL :D
Kevin Yip A slightly awkward summer for us right? it was fun at the same time though, loads of stupid times, and the times when i would hit you for no reason :D and the rejections all the time haha, then the awkwardness started..but i guess we've kind of sorted that out? shopping together was good, still awkward though haha, but atleast we talked a bit? but then i miss the spazzing about tvb dramas lmao xD
+ everyone that i saw and met this summer, Vic, Catrina, Melody, Giles, KY, KC, Michelle, Jennifer, Julia, Linda, Rex, Fiona, Tyrone and Jessica good to know all of you..hopefully i'll see everyone out again sometime, most likely half term? christmas? i'll wait till then :D
Because Troy's a gay and wants more mentions, here's a post for him :) I LOVE YOU TROY ABRACADABRA ADDICT ABEY :D see you once your hair grows back D: haha, learn the abracadabra, sorry sorry, again and again, and and other dances properly :D then the next time i see you, you can show them all to me haha~ <3
Hmm, last night i was texting Tze and Nick, then Nick fell asleep so i was going to pull an allnighter texting Tze..but then i fell asleep too haha xD SORRY TZE! xD
Woke up..i don't even know what time i woke up -____- but it was around 8? then i slept for longer..and got up at around 10? had cha siw bao for breakfast ^___^ then got ready really early..changed my clothes so many times T__T then i decided on my black&white blouse, denim shorts and knee highs, then went into my mummy's room and camwhored haha. Later, i was trying to choose which shoes to wear, and then i realised that my shoes would look weird with my outfit, so i went and changed again..and kept changing again and again T__T was talking to Tze, Andrew, Jenny, Troy and Kamen on msn during all of this aswell, and Tze was saying about how she's indecisive about clothing, and i'm just the same. Haha. Ended up just putting on my shorts again, and then a white tshirt, knee highs and hoodie~ xD simple ^__^ Left the house around 1 since i was going to get the next train because Jenny missed the one we were going to get on xD then when i was leaving she texted me saying;
Wow i'm so sick :) i jumped on the train before it closed xD my face was so close to be murked by doors xD
Haha, she's so cute :) i was walking to the busstop, then i saw my bus -__- had to run across the road and sprint over to the next busstop..luckily people were getting on and off, and the man getting off saw me running, and helped me stop the bus xD then i realised that the road works were fixed..so the bus wasn't on diversion any more..meaning i was at the station 15mins early -__-...was buying my ticket, the guy working there was really nice, i asked for a return to Charing Cross, and he was like 'only if you give me a big smile' haha. so i went and did a big cheesy smile LOL, and yeah, got my ticket~ went and waited for the train~ when it arrived, i rang up Jenny to see where she was sitting, and she just pointed out the '1' sign so i went to the doors closest to it and went and sat down with her~ we mainly just talked about how things have changed this summer and stuff..talked quite a bit, there was a lot to say really.
Arrived at Charing Cross just before 2, walked over to boots and looked around, i bought a pack of 3 rings for £5 ^__^~ i wanna get them engraved though, anyone know where i could get engravings done? we went to next aswell, was trying to look for a school skirt, but then ended up looking at shoes, hats and scarves~ got a call from Kamen, she was at Waterloo East, so me and Jenny went back to Charing Cross to meet her, saw Andrew and Jason aswell~ they were headed for troc though. Kamen got there, and we went over to chinatown, bought some snacks and drinks and just sat at the temple talking and eating xD then Kamen had to go (she got out at 2.30..and had to be home by 4.30, so she left around 3.30 xD) so we half took her to the station, before she started to run to the station so me and Jenny just went back instead xD went to the boots in leicester square and were smelling perfumes and just spraying them on ourselves ^^~ went over to troc after, was going to play pump, and no-one was there either, but Jenny didn't want to play, and i didn't want to play by myself, so we didn't end up playing -__-''' went over to mt3 and saw Troy, Andrew, Jason and Yip there, was just messing around there and tried to get Troy to do the abracadabra dance XD was good haha, then he got Yip and Ray to stand there so he could lean on them for the second verse dance xD then we went over to the cinema area and stood there for a while waiting for Crystal, then Ellen came, met someone new ^^ found out that Crystal was staying in traf, so we went there to find her, and then saw everyone else~ stayed there for a while then some people went to find everyone that was at karaoke~ then later they all came back so we went over to them~ Carmen, Mini, Kelvin and KY were there~ Kelvin's back ^__^ good to see him again, and i thought i saw him at a train station when the train was passing by..haha xD might've been him, will never know LOL.
Mainly just sat around in traf, messed around and stuff, played big2 for a bit, Jason got slapped by Mini for slapping her, was funny xD Jason hinted a bit of sexual harassment, caught on cam by Yip LOL. Later, loads of people went to troc, so i went there with Iona and Troy around 7 to say bye to people, found them at mt3, then moved over to pump, was trying to look for KY and KC, so i could tell him to add me on fb :D haha~ but then i couldn't find him, so i went back to pump to say bye to Andrew, then over to mt3 to say bye to Jason, back to traf and said bye to Carmen and Mini, wanted to say bye to Crystal aswell, but she disappeared to somewhere haha, then i said bye to Kelvin, Yip and Troy and went to the station~
Got on my train and walked straight down and got on one of the first few carriages..started camwhoring a bit too, haha xD was so bored, luckily it was the fast train though, so that was a bit better.
On the train journey, i really feel like i thought too much, i caught myself being stoned staring out of the window too many times =/ had a lot on my mind and i barely know why..was actually close to not going out today, felt like just staying in, breaking down and cry =/
Got home at 8.05, asked my mum to borrow £10 which i'd pay back to her when Kamen gives me my money back, and then my mum started pmsing -___- spent 15mins lecturing, screwing and saying that im gor fun, then she ran out of things to say so she started talking about how i sleep late and go out a lot and go on the pc a lot. blehs. Was texting Tze whilst watching tvb and eating my dinner haha xD then my mum came down after showering and was all nice to me again? lmao xD finished my dinner and went and ate oranges ^__^ then went upstairs, talked on msn and texted Tze and Nick whilst half sleeping just sitting here, was so tired i could've actually slept at 10.30 xD Showered and got ready to sleep, and came back, talked to Tze, and omg she was talking about my display picture on msn and she went and said this;
-TzeTzeღ says: *omg lmao ur picture?... -TzeTzeღ says: *why is it like that * { zoe t ran ★ says: *lmfao what dya mean? * { zoe t ran ★ says: *xD -TzeTzeღ says: *like -TzeTzeღ says: *theres two boys?.. -TzeTzeღ says: *at the bottom LOL -TzeTzeღ says: *oh wait.. -TzeTzeღ says: *thats a mirror -TzeTzeღ says: *with a makeup brush HAHAAHAHAHA -TzeTzeღ says: *LOOOOOOOOL -TzeTzeღ says: *i thought it was a guy lmao -TzeTzeღ says: *:L * { zoe t ran ★ says: *LMFAO. * { zoe t ran ★ says: *hahaha. * { zoe t ran ★ says: *omg. * { zoe t ran ★ says: *you are so blind? -TzeTzeღ says: *._.
LMFAO, i thought it was hilarious, and cute. Haha, silly girl<3 Tomorrow's the last day of holidays, gonna go yumcha for my daddy's birthday, then go home and work hardcore on my geography, also going to wake up extra early tomorrow to do some of it.
TZETZE MA!i love you muimui<3 we'll stress in year11, and complain about the amount of homework and coursework and focus together and then text through classes because we're gay like that :)
Damn, school is so soon..and i still havent finished my geography coursework..gonna have to get that done. I'll probably do more tonight, and then do some tomorrow, and work my arse off on sunday for it. Think i might go out tomorrow aswell, last time before school starts >< then i start limiting myself..watched a few episodes of Burning Flames 3 today, almost caught up to tvb now..just 1 more episode, but then im gonna have to miss tonights one aswell since i havent watched the one before..talked to Tze a lot today, talking about cute texts haha~ and then i was texting Nick aswell~~ but he's replying slowly T__T but i guess he's working..so his replies would be slow..oovoo tonight though ^__^
Need to go shopping afterschool on monday, to buy a school skirt T_T..and possibly shirts..not that sure if im going to or just wear the tie collar ones =/
Went shopping today..didn't really buy much..and i couldn't find any nice skirts for school T_T..decided i was just going to wear the tie collar shirts for school instead..and just buy a new skirt..got shoes and socks today..and a watch ^^~
Talked to Kamen and Joyce on the phone today aswell, kept telling Kamen to do her coursework haha, then was just kind of..having a mini catch up with Joyce~ only looking forward to going to school to see them...aigoo...
보고싶어..널아라? 와이아유놋온란? 와이아유놋테세팅미?...아이구.. (^ haha, you wont be able to read that unless you can romanize..korean-wise, it makes no sense at all)
Kamen told me she was reading the cute/sweet text messages thread on soompi..so i thought i would aswell..and omg they're so cute T_T i'd love a guy to text me those kind of texts~ so sweet ahah~
ngor lum yiw focus geh..mm pa la..ha chi seen king gai la~...
Last night was so messed up..i was online but not online..had msn up, but then i went for a quick nap..woke up..replied on msn..slept again..replied again..then slept again, and then when i woke up..it was 4am T__T had to turn off my pc then go and brush my teeth..then sleep~~
Woke up around 10am or so? then stayed in bed for a while before getting up..washed my hair and stuff and got ready for Michelle, Jen, Julia and Linda to come over~ they didn't come until like..after 3pm haha, all came so late~
Changed my blog layout again..and now im trying to edit the codes for another layout so i can use it..looked at all the pics that Crystal took yesterday aswell~ then i was kind of bickering with KC on a video..he wanted me to add him..and i wanted him to add me..and then it just turned into a little fight haha.
Cousins came around..just messed around in my room really..they were all going through my stuff..then we were sorting out stuff for Michelle's birthday meal..had curry for dinner~ then had icecream~ me and Michelle camwhored whilst Jen was on the pc..we were all testing Michelle's boyfriend..haha, had some talk with him about korean songs LOL.
Then my auntie in hongkong rang :D was talking to her on the phone~ and she might be coming here in christmas ^___^ and then i told her that i think i'm going back to hk in summer :D she asked me if i wanted anything from hongkong..probably going to email her or talk to her on msn or fb haha~ was a nice talk, miss my auntie<3
We were going to watch Shanghai Noon aswell..but then my pc was being gay and wouldn't play it..so we just carried on going online..Julia and Linda left first when their dad came to pick them up, and Jen and Michelle waited for my dad to wake up and take them home instead~ was watching some videos on youtube..some xfactor auditions then this poem thing..bare cute :D
They left a little while ago..then i was trying to sort out tomorrow..need to go shopping for school clothes..ended up getting Yip..getting him down to Woolwich and Charlton to shop~ probably going to sleep soon..need to get used to it >< and i wont be blogging every day when school starts..want to focus in school then do really well in my gcses..limiting myself to going out once every two weeks!
Today I woke up around 9.45am..slept for half an hour and woke up..then slept for another 15mins then actually got up. After eating breakfast i was just texting people to try and sort out Bluewater...everyone was running late though, they missed the original 12.23 train..so they got on the 12.53 train..
I got ready and got my dad to take me to the station..but then there was a small queue for the tickets..and i had 3 minutes...then when i was buying, i said 'can i have 6 child tickets to greenhithe please?' and the woman was being gay, and saying that she needs to know that all of the others are under 16, but they were on the train..but then she said 'i'll let you off this time, but next time i need to see that they are under 16 or else you cant buy the tickets' pfft, and then the tickets took long to print out..and the train was there..so i was like running and running for it..and saw Tze, Catrina, Nick, Jason, Troy and Yip standing outside..but once i got down the stairs..the doors closed and the train went...so then we all just went to Andrew's house...waited for him to come down..Troy listened to my ipod and started dancing..
Then we walked back to the station..saw KY, KC and Shakz there..Andrew and Yip went to buy their Greenhithe tickets..then we went and sat around the station waiting for our train...just messed around really..Troy was dancing..everyone talking..i took Nick's phone out of his pocket to hack it ^^ then finally the train came..
We all got on and sat down..talked for a while..Troy and Nick were trying to enlarge the album art..to look at a sexy picture of Lee Hyori HAHA~ then me and Andrew started to play slapsies...and fuck Andrew hits so hard T__T and he got 2 free hits..killed my hands T__T..and he kept hitting my bracelet aswell..so then my bracelet was continously slamming into my wrist..now i have a slightly red hand..bruises and little red dots on my hand where the blood kind of rose up? ><
Got off at Greenhithe and got on the fast track train to Bluewater~ met up with Crystal and Kamen, then Jess jumped out and surprised us<3 was still outing Bluewater for quite a whilst whilse presents were being given out<3 saw Emily aswell~ talked to her for a bit, then we went inside..messed around in M&S for a while, KC got punched in the crotch area by Catrina haha~
Went to the apple store..and everyone camwhored haha XD and the guys were going on runescape and comparing their accounts..what gays :D then we were all getting told by the staff to be quiet and stuff ><'' and we were all continously switching pcs and taking pics..and more pics..and more pics :D and then we were listening to GD's Heartbreaker and Brown Eyed Girls' Abracadabra aswell~ haha, so many people were kind of looking at us..but i guess they would since its just a load of asians camwhoring and listening to korean songs and screaming and jumping around and stuff haha :D
Didn't really get much shopping done today..was mainly walking about, stopping and messing around again xD Kamen kept running away everytime she saw some boy -__-'' Nick kept having to stop and sit down because of his toe >< hope it gets better soon la!~
Went to the food court afterwards..Nick, KY, Jason and Yip ate at Nandos..whilst the rest of us got kfc or mcdonalds..then KC, Andrew and Troy had a burger race xD Andrew won though~ me, Catrina, Tze and Crystal went off to find the sweet shop..and then Kamen joined us too~ got the sweets then went back to find everyone..but they already finished eating and were shopping.
Sat down on the chairs and just messed around a bit more whilst trying to decide whether to go or not...then we walked down a bit then sat on the other chairs before actually leaving xD Saw Carmen and Mini too, then i was talking to Jess before we got on the fast track bus..was on the phone to Kamen and she was telling me to get her toy from Troy, but he wouldn't give it back, and we were just constantly passing the phone back and fourth to eachother xD
Got to Greenhithe..Andrew and Jason were running for the train, and we all thought they got on one..but the wrong one..going to Kent instead xD but then we saw them on the other side haha~ went over to the other side to join them..and then just talked to everyone for a bit..then the Charing Cross train came and everyone had to quickly get on to it..so i didn't get so say bye to any of them ><
Me, Andrew, Jason, KC and Jess were still there though, Jess was waiting for her train on the other side..and the rest of us were going back to Abbey Wood...played big2 for a while..then got on the train and played for a bit longer..and Andrew and KC were talking about some people..but me and Jason didn't know who they were talking about -__-
Got off at Abbey Wood, Andrew kept my cards and went with Jason to buy their tickets to Charing Cross..and me and KC were just talking about results and stuff..then we started talking about the chinese speaking exam xD then their train came..so they got on and i walked back over to the other side and went to get the bus home..
Called Kamen and talked to her for a while..got home and had dinner..went on the pc..looked at some of the pictures from today and uploaded the 2 videos i had..talked to Kamen, Tze, KY and Crystal on msn..overall it was a good day ^___^