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Damn, i am in love with this song. After School's second single, it's so catchy, and shows really good vocals. Can't wait for the release of the full album, mv and the perfs...mv will be released on friday, along with the music bank perf, then there's the music core perf, and inkigayo perf~ Jooyeon looks really nice in the concept photos aswell, and so do the two new members~

Yesterday night, i started talking to Linda on msn again, was good to talk to her since i haven't in like 6 months. Caught up a bit, and was talking about school and how my mum used to be really strict, but is a bit less now..haha.

German Reading: Started off okay, got a bit harder but i could kind of make out what the question was asking and what the answer was, then it got to the last 2 questions were complete fail. The last question i just couldn't do at all, made no sense to me, it was a sign on the back of a lorry? and the only words i understood from it was 'fast' which is almost and 'ihr' which is their. Not helpful. The second to last question..i could answer some of it, but one part..i knew what the answer was, i found it in the text but i couldn't translate it..and we had to answer in english..but i found it..so i just put it in german and left it. Ha.

English Paper 2: Antho, bad..ish. I wrote about 2 pages, but i think i repeated myself a bit, and didn't put in enough quotes and stuff...but i did have a few points...they can't expect much though, we didn't exactly learn much in those poems. The describe question was better, i wrote 2 pages, like you're meant to. I think i described quite well, but i'm not sure about the movement of the writing..the question was 'Describe a journey on a plane, train, bus or car' i wrote it with a car, and started off with the zoom out technique, and described senses and stuff..but the 'journey' was simply from a quiet road, to a city street, back to a quiet road. Don't know what the examiner will think of that...hope it was okay though.

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Have been at my aunties since monday, dyed my hair last night, and left there early today to get out for the cwalk linkup. Got up and got ready etc..also read some more of wttu :D have been reading it constantly, sitting in my cousin's play room/relaxing room whilst he played on the xbox and screamed at all his friends over the headset whilst i had the laptop propped on the arm of the sofa, sitting with my ipod in and cuddling a pillow, practically immersing myself into the fic. I've just read one and a bit chapters, finally on chapter 30 and omg :O it's at such a good part, but i'm tired..so i'll save the rest for another day.

After getting ready, i got all my things, and then my mum drove me to the o2, i rang Kamen when i got there, asking her where she was, then i saw the massive group of asians..haha. She couldn't see me though, i was like 'i can see Cindy, and KY and Jess!' and she still couldn't see me, turns out she was facing the wrong way. idiot. haha.

After watching a bit of cwalking, and pretty much walking around aimlessly for an hour or so, we decided to head for central. I didn't really have money with me though, since i was hoping that we weren't actually going to go central, so i could get the bus home from o2 for free instead...but since we were going to central, i started to ask for someone to pay for my ticket. Tried to ask Yip, but i think he was ignoring me for beating him up earlier ^^'' then i asked Troy, but he said he had no money, so i asked KY, and he pretty much gave it, just like that. Haha<3

So then, me and Joyce went to get our tickets, since the rest had already went, i wasn't really thinking, and was more expecting to get my normal return card and then run out of abbey wood without being caught with the wrong card..but then it turns out that i couldn't get that kind of ticket there, obviously i didn't take in the fact it was underground and not rail.

I started walking around pointlessly since i needed an extra pound to get a travel card...and then a load of people came down. I saw Andrew and then tried to get money off him by grabbing onto his arm and tugging it like 'please~ please ah gor~ please~' hahaha, then he said he'll give me £1 if someone else would pay the other half, by that time, KY misinterpreted the £1 i was holding earlier to be my own, so he took it back..until i begged him for it so i could have Andrew's pound and actually buy a ticket, he gave in though~ so then i bought the ticket and went with everyone else to get on a train.

We got to central, then went to mcdonalds and some people got food, but then me, Joyce and Cindy were just like 'no money.' when people asked us if we were getting anything xD i ended up just stealing KY, Kamen and Yip's chips, and one and a half chicken nuggets off Kamen xD

Went to troc after, just the normal really..walk around, this time i didn't pay much attention to people on pump or mt3 though, mainly was just saying hi to people and stuff..found KC and Kelvin at pump, then i said to KC 'you still haven't added me' and he said that he'll add me tonight, cos he doesn't see the point of this anymore xD

Walked around outside with Cindy for a while, getting fresh air...then when we got back in we saw Jess come out, so then we stayed with her a while then walked around troc together. Mainly just walked around everywhere, then we headed over to traf, saw Nick, then everyone practically went 'OHMYGOD IT'S NICK!' and jumped on him. LOL

Stayed at traf, talked to people..messed around..and then i went home. xD got back home on time, wasn't late at all ^^ simply got home, ate dinner..then read welcome to the underworld for the rest of the time.

Oh, and Andrew. I hate you, why does your hair colour come out better than mine without doing anything different to it -____-...

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Forgot to blog last 2 days =/

Monday -
All i remember was that it was a bad day? xD tiring mainly, wasn't really bothered to do anything.

Tuesday -
Business: An okay lesson, just a lot of work really..
English: Had a cover, spent the whole lesson talking to Kamen about hk xD
Maths: An okay lesson again, got all the work done i think?
Fitness: Spent the lesson outside the fitness room on the exercise balls talking to Joyce and Noor about anime, expo, circle lens and other stuff..hahaha
German: Bad lesson? Mr Symes is still in his stroppy i'm-going-to-make-their-lessons-feel-like-torture mood...
Trampolining: Lesson was okayy..did progression to swivel hips..found out Kamen jumps really weird..she like..flings herself forward when she does seat drops hahaa xDD

After school was hell. Was at the bus stop at around 4.05pm? First bus didn't come, i didn't GET on the second bus because there were so many people, i was further down in the line so i gave up and went and got the b11 instead. Got on it, got a seat and stuff, but then i got off at abbey wood station, and waited forever for a 229, got home almost half an hour later than i normally do -____-

Wednesday -
So today, an okay day i guess...except the end.
Physics: Did the ISA exam, was okay, messed up on a question though..-___-
Maths: Lesson wasn't bad, got all my work done and got it all right, so i'm good ^__^
ICT: There were 5 people in this lesson, including me. Everyone else was on the history trip, so the class was really empty. Barely got anything done, just filled in a bit of data, using name like Jessica Jung, Key Kim, Henry Lau, Amber Liu etc..haha, english sounding korean names ftw! :D
Geography: Got my census graph analysis done, checked, and edited in this double lesson, so that's one thing off the list for my geography coursework.

After school was bad again, missed the first bus, so we went walking around a bit, then i missed the second bus aswell, got on the third, was okay journey, but took ages. Got home at like 5.10pm? and then i didn't even get to start eating dinner before my mum got home, so i ended up having to wash all the dishes, and hers. -____- I swear, we either need a bigger sink, a tap where you can pull it out like a shower head or a frikkin' smaller wok.

Listened to some new songs~ M BLAQ and Beast debuted today~ M BLAQ are so sexy, omg..Leejoon and Cheolyong, sexsexsex. So frikkin' sexy :D haha. LOVE THEM. Seriously, and they're mine. EVERYONE HANDS OFF :D

Didn't get to do my german coursework today, and it's due tomorrow..but i left the first half of it at school, so i'm gonna go in early tomorrow and finish it off, shouldn't be too bad, i hope ><


^ OMG you see that? YOU SEE IT? That's Leejoon, yo. And he's mine :D drool all you want kekeke. SEXXXXXXXY<3

Labels: friends, music, school

Woke up around 9am? looked at my phone, saw a text from KY and a text from Vic, read them both..but then just put my phone down and tried to go back to sleep. Just ended up lying on my bed for ages...got out of bed around 10 or 11? Don't even know haha. Brushed my teeth, washed face, ate breakfast etc~ got ready..went on pc for a while and texted Kamen for a while

Got out the house around 11.30am, got to the busstop and the bus came, good timing ^^. Got to woolwich around 12.05pm? Walked out a bit and then saw Kamen walking over, good timing aswell~ so we just went to the shops~ went into superdrugs first, i bought nail varnish remover, cough sweets and some water. Then we walked around a bit, went into new look, Kamen tried to find the jumper she wanted, we tried on some shoes..then went to dorothy perkins, on the way I saw Penny~ she was just waiting in the cash machine line, said she was gonna go meet Fui after~ went into dorothy perkins, tried to look for the armwarmers, couldn't find them. Tried to look for the jumpers, couldn't find them. T_T...so annoying. Just left, and went to starbucks instead.

Got a starbucks card~ free extras every day baby :D meaning i don't have to go paying more for my extras in white caffe mocha :D yumyumyum~ yeah, got the drink..sat down for a bit, then just left and went to get on da trainnn. Got to the station, bought my ticket, went over to the platform and a cannon st. train was there, so we just got on. Walked down a bit then sat down..was ringing and texting people to see if they were coming out or not..Kamen was watching her drama..then she started laughing to herself LOL i was just like 'That's why you don't watch dramas on a train, what if you were by yourself?' haha xD

We got off at london bridge, changed platforms, at the train was gonna be there in 1 minute, such good timing haha~ got on the train, sat down at the side..some woman was sitting there with like..an angry/confused face and was knitting =/ got off at charing cross, went to traf, couldn't find anyone, was going to troc, but went into mcdonalds to find Joyce cos Kamen wanted to steal food, and then found Yip with her. Joyce was drop calling Troy for him..but then Yip choked on something and walked away just when Troy called back, so i took the phone and was like 'wassup wassup...' and then he replied 'wassupwassupwassup!' hahaha, but then he still didn't know it was me -___- so then i was like 'future fiance' and i don't think he really knew it was me? but then he was like 'is it Zoe?' talked to him for a bit, then he said he was gonna come out at 4.30pm, but then i didn't even see him.

Left Joyce and went to troc with Kamen and Yip, told Yip that we were going to find Kamen's mum, and how she's pro at ddr and stuff, and he actually believed us xD silly Yip haha. Got to troc, couldn't find anyone though, sat down for a while and then called Rex, he was asking me who i was with so i just said 'Kamen and Yip.' and then there was this pause..and then he was like '...Kevin?' hahaha, think it took him a while to work it out lmao.

Went to chinatown so Kamen could buy a drink and pocky for her brother, then we went to sticker photos to see if anyone was there, and then we saw Karmen~ talked to her for a bit, then we went to hk cafe to see if anyone was there, nobody was though, so we just left. Walked to traf, sat there for a while then Rex came, then Jordan came, and said that some people were at hk cafe...waited a while, then i was calling Jess and Vic to see where they were..then Vic called Kamen and said he was at hk cafe...went back there and found him so we just sat around there and i called Jess and told her where we were~

Still ill, was coughing the whole day, and like...needed to sneeze but i couldn't so i was just getting watery eyes..so annoying >< and runny nose~ bleeeeh. Sat at hk cafe for ageeees. Jess came, then Kamen left, then Carmen and Mini came, then Jess, Vic and some others left, then Crystal came. Our table was like..the 'sick' table since me, Mini and Jordan are ill, Yip was starting to get ill, and Carmen thought she was gonna be ill soon cos of Mini haha. Carmen and Jordan were eating so we just waited for them to finish then walked over to troc, saw Kelvin, KY, Alfred and a load of other people sitting around..so we just joined them..

Then everyone kind of migrated over to the outside of mcdonalds when Jess and Vic were back. Don't really know where Giles came from, but he was there hahaha. Stood around there for a while, then Andrew and KC came, then a load of people went to kfc. Yip came back with a snack box, so i started to leech off him :D then some of us went into troc, stayed around ddr/pump area, then me and Giles swapped rings, and then he was fighting for it back..and i couldn't stop him -___- then he had my other ring aswell xD me and Crystal walked out for a bit to get some air, then on the way back, we saw KY and Giles going for some air.

A bit later me, Crystal, Carmen, Mini and Yip went to find some others...went to lv to find them, but they weren't there..so then we just started going to traf, but i didn't really realise that it was gonna take a while to get back, so then me, Crystal and Yip started running to the station...but then i gave up and decided to just get the next train, but got to the station..then realised that if i just ran for 1 or 2 minutes longer..i would've actually managed to get on the train -___- got the station and actually saw the train leaving. Next train was at 6.50pm so we just went to traf.

Everyone was at traf by that time...sat around a bit...didn't really do much. Time past and then i started to say bye to people, Crystal was going to take me to station, but then Giles decided to instead, he walked with me to the station, then we just talked for a while then there was just 2 minutes left so i said bye and got on the train~

One of the most unpleasant train journeys...some old guy sat opposite me...and then he took his shoes off..and was talking really loudly to his friend behind him...and then he kept touching his feet and stuff...-___- then later, 2 of the other guys that were with him..swapped pants. They took off their pants and swapped them, on a train. -___-...tried to look out the window so i didn't have to see them, but the window was just a reflection of everything...

Then they ended up getting off at the same stop as me -___- and i swear the guy that was sitting opposite me turned around and looked at me then laughed with his friend? i was just like O__o...walked up to the busstop..waited for ages..think i missed a bus just before cos then all the other buses came..but then one came at 6.30pm, got home at 6.35pm and my mum was on the phone.

Went upstairs, took a shower, then went downstairs and ate dinner...then when my mum was finished on the phone, she came into the kitchen whilst i finished washing the dishes and was getting my lemsip haha, she asked me why i was late, and i was like 'Did you get my text?' she said no -____-...but then i was just like 'oh, well i texted you saying the train was delayed, but i lied. I just missed the train.' and she was like 'you lied?...' and i said 'yeah, dunno why. Realised there wasn't any point cos i could just tell you that i missed the train.' then i said about how it left when i got there -___- annoying much. But all she said was that i had to come home early next time, which is cwalk linkup, so yeah~ not that fussed really.

Came on the pc afterwards, was just listening to music, drinking lemsip and texting...then at 9pm i slept for 2 hours, found my mum in my room like 'turn off the pc then go to sleep' but then i needed to use the bathroom, so i just went on pc for a bit and talked to Tze whilst i waited for my mum to finish. Went and brushed my teeth..then decided i was gonna blog before sleeping..

..Nose is blocked again..aigoo. Gonna sleep now~~ get well soon Tze and Yip! ^^

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Woke up at 6 something this morning, went to the toilet, then back to sleep for like..10 mins..then my alarm went off, turned that off..slept for another 15 mins, then my other alarm went off, turned that off, then slept for another 15 mins before finally getting up haha~

Got out a tiny bit late, missed my bus..but it was actually RIGHT THERE. I was just on the other side of the road T_T...got on a 229 instead..then I got a text from Vic and Tze at the same time, both saying that they just got up and were going to be late..then when i was walking to school, i got a text from both of them at the same time again, saying that they just got into school. -____- and i was out before them, but got in later than them.

Went straight to the form room, didn't get marked in late ^^~ had assembly in the morning -__- can't even remember what it was about..

Physics: Double lesson, was going the isa practical. Whilst i was drawing my table, i got a text from Nick saying that he was really late, and only just left home o___o i asked why he was so late and he just said 'Cos is looked horrible outside and i wanted to have a long bath :)' hahaha xD was doing the experiment with Ellen and Bethany, just walking around the classroom, sticking the thermometer in the water, taking the temperature measurements and resistance. Simple. Was going around the second time? and then Alex decided to hit me with a thermometer that had just been in 68 degrees water -___-...

Maths: Lesson was okay, got a lot of work done..got away with not having my text book..thought the teacher was going to give me a warning -__-'' did all the text book questions, and all the sheet questions~ then managed to mark them all aswell just before the lesson finished.

ICT: Boring lesson as always, i spent the whole time reading 'Welcome to the Underworld' quite good~ i remember seeing loads of signatures with something like 'I found Paris' and i always wanted to read this fic~ written really nicely, but the chapters are so long..didn't even manage to finish the first chapter during the lesson o__o...really intriguing though ^^

Lunch was okay, walked around a bit first cos i didn't know where my lot were, turns out Becky was in french and Claire was in english, and they both decided to not tell me haha. But then they came to the changing rooms, and we all just sat there with the others eating and talking~ then Claire, Pippa and Aly were talking about farmville for ages..omg. Alex was actually like 'OMG you're STILL talking about FAAAAARMVILLE?' hahaha.

Geography: An okay lesson, just typed up all of my sphere of influence analysis, and then did some of my shop surveys, just need to do the stratford one and the keys now~

Can't tell if i'm getting better or worse, kept coughing, but then i'd stop, but then i'd start coughing loads again ><..had a headache the whole day aswell..took some ibuprofen during maths, so then it went for a while, but then came back in geog ><..damn headache, i swear i could've just collapsed right there -____-...

Got on the early bus today~ got home around 4.40? had dinner, then asked my dad to make me some honey and lemon tea ^^~ drank it all quite quickly~ really helped..but then my throat just started being all gay again ><

Mum came home, and came into my room like 'I bought you some trousers!~ ^^' haha~ i wanted some pj trousers, since ive been wearing shorts the whole time, so my mum bought me 2 pairs ^^ quite nice ones too~ and then she kept coming into my room like 'i bought this today too! how does it look?' hahaha, she didn't actually buy anything hideous this time (: everything was pretty good.

Need to do RS after watching D.I.E only a bit of research, then im gonna go to sleep~

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Bad day. T___T...didn't exactly sleep well, but it was better than the night before when i couldn't even get to sleep. Slept at around 12 something..woke up at like 2am, then slept again and woke up at 6.50am because of my alarm, then slept again until 7.20am. Finally got out of bed and half-rushed getting ready.

Got downstairs and was eating breakfast, but just didn't really have appetite? so i only ate a bit then left it and went to the busstop. Bus was kind of packed already, went upstairs and sat behind Noelle, but then the sides were like..covered in water, so i had to sit a bit away from it so it didn't get on me, but then it did anyway -___-

When i got to bexleyheath, i started walking down to school, was slightly annoying because i was carrying my pe kit aswell >< got in, went to my locker..and my business folder was stuck, couldn't get it out so i got Joyce to get it out for me~ then went to the form room. Was early, so i just stood inside for a while until our form tutor came.

In form time i was just texting Tze and Vic, went over to Joyce's lot because they wanted me to teach Carianne chinese? haha, then i was screwing at Joyce because she didn't know what 殺人放火 meant hahaha. Throat was getting worse aswell..ended up getting soothers off Becky and Kamen~

Business: First lesson, so much writing omg T_T had to copy down loads of stuff, then do the table thingy, was just talking to Kamen about how people are getting ill now~ Me, Nick, Tze, Troy and Vic..all ill T_T..

English: Had to go to my locker before the lesson cos i left my Othello book there..got into class, did some work on clauses and colons, then read some of Othello, and watched a bit of the movie..was so tired..nearly fell aswell whilst reading..

Maths: Just did some questions and stuff from the text book in this lesson, not much really..boring lesson, room was stuffy aswell..blehs~

Fitness: Easy lesson, didn't really do much, was just using the big running machine thingy..then was on the exercise bikes, mainly just talking to Joyce about weekend and expo. Was okay, didn't really do much.

Then we had lunch, ended up sitting with Vanesha, Molly, Philippa etc. Went inside the dance changing rooms..just sat there, ate and talked~ was an alright lunch, was texting Tze and Vic through it too~

German: Omg..gay gay lesson. Mr Symes gave us these booklet thingys with loads of pages on stuff for our coursework and presentation. Looked through it as a class, just kinda flipped through the pages. Then he let us have the lesson going through it and looking at it properly..but i just kinda had it there..flipped the pages once in a while so it looked like i was doing something, but then i was like half asleep? was so tired T_T...then Mr Symes started going crazy, took Ofome and Molly out of the classroom, proper screwed at them, and made them go upstairs and just stay there, then when he came back into the class, he screwed at all of us for talking..then afterwards he started to shout at us saying about how we should just leave those 2 because they have bad reputation and stuff..was scary..everyone was like 'y-yes sir...' each time he was like 'DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?' o___o Aly and Vanesha were like 'omg that was so scary, i was actually shaking' hahaha.

Trampolining Fitness Challenge Tiring lesson. Thought it was going to be okay because it was trampolining..but then they changed it to the fitness challenge..so star jumps for a minute, step ups for a minute and shuttle runs for a minute. For the star jumps, Kamen was too busy laughing to even count mine, so then we just lied and said i got 83, then for the step ups i got 50..and 18 for the shuttle runs, relatively okay.

After school we went into the music room for a while because Joyce had to get her violin, then we were playing around on the piano, playing river flows in you, haru haru and then just messing around xD was there for quite a while..

Ended up getting a bus to bexleyheath because we were too tired to walk haha. Got there and was going to the bus stop, and i saw the 401 but didn't get it because it was going to be really packed, so me and Kamen walked around a bit, went to new look, claires, dorothy perkins, monsoon and peacocks. When we went back to the bus stop, i realised i missed the second 401 T_T was waiting for the third, but it didn't even come..so i didn't get on a bus until ten to 5 T_T...

When i was queuing to get on the bus this guy was behind me and like pushing himself against me!? i was thinking 'omg even if you push this line isn't even moving so you're not gonna get on any faster' and its like..i could feel his stomach against my back? -___- tried to kind of push him away, but he just stood there. pffffft. T_T...then these guys came from the side and completely pushed in. So annoying, since i had been waiting there for half an hour for a damn bus.

When i got on, went upstairs, was kind of packed but i sat next to this asian woman, thinking that i was all gonna be alright cos she wasn't big, and she didn't smell..but then she started talking to me -____-...was kind of like this;

'What year are you in?'
'Eleven'
'You're so small for year 11, i thought you were year 7' < OMG. T_____T.....
'Haha no..'
'What subjects did you take?'
'Erm, business, full ict, german and geography'
'Ahhh...'

'Are the police always down there?'
'Yeah..'
'Ah, are they still downstairs or did they get off'
'Oh, they got off'
'Ah. These police...'

'Why are you going home so late?'
'Erm, me and my friends were in school later, so i didn't get here until quite late..'

'Where do you live?'
'Erm, Thamesmead.'
'Ahh, my son is in year 7' < telling me this, why? -__-
'Ah..'

'What time do you normally sleep?' < WHATTHEFUCK?
'Erms, it's normally quite late now because i have to do coursework.'
'So 10?'
'Hmm no..'
'11?'
'Yeah, around 11 or 12..'
'Ahh, a lot of work, grammar school is hard, my son is in dartford grammar, and he's taking japanese, i think it's really hard but he says it okay'
'Ahh..yeah..'

Hm, i can't remember anything else she said, but yeah. it was weird..o__o...and then these people were screaming and shouting right next to me, and banging on the windows and stuff..then later, when that woman got off, someone else wanted to sit next to me, but it wasn't like a polite 'Can i sit there please?' or 'Could you move your bag please?' NOOOO. She was about to go and pick up my bag herself -___- i was thinking 'what are you doingggggg?' like, i would've easily moved my bag if she asked, but she was about to go and move it herself. PFFFT. I ended up moving it before she touched it though, but then her friend sat on her, was hoping that they would get off before me so i didn't have to go through that, but i ended up getting off before them -__-.

Got home, ate dinner lemon chicken<3 keke~ got my mum to wash the dishes so i could sleep..went to sleep after dinner..slept for 2 hours then my mum came in and woke me up by turning on my light and was like 'it's 8 o'clock' xD got up after a while, replied to texts..then went on pc..need to do my maths and geog after watching D.I.E~ blehs, quite a long blog~

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Today i tried to wake up quite late..ended up just getting out of bed at 10 something? washed my hair and cut it a bit, then got ready~ talked to a few people on msn, left the house at 1 something..waited ages for a bus..and got to the station at 2pm [look at the time, i gotta go it's 2pm! :D]

Got my ticket and waited for a train, there werent any to charing cross though, so i just got a cannon street train..was texting Nick whilst i was on the train, he lied to me -___- said he wasnt gonna come out, and that he was watching matrix, when he was actually on the way to central pffft. Got to london bridge, changed platforms and had to wait ages for a train to charing cross, was so cold aswell ><

When i got to charing cross, i rang Jenny to see where she was~ then asked her if i should buy a scarf or not, and she said yes, so i went and bought it haha :D was going to buy it sooner or later anyway, and it was the last one left~ so lucky ^^ after i bought the scarf, i rang Kamen to see where she was, and she said that she was in mcdonalds, so i went over there and then i saw Nick in the queue, thought he wasnt coming out -___- then turned around and Crystal, Troy, Kamen, Yip, Amin and Max were there.

Then we all went to hk cafe to find Tze, Catrina, Melody and Tiffany~ got there, said hi and stuff..then went to traf xD there was another cwalk linkup o__o...was one just last week haha. Found Rex, said hi~ then Jenny came~ haven't seen her for so long ^^ stayed in traf for a bit..then went back to hk cafe..partly because the guys wanted to see a lenglui xD

Got out of hk cafe, but ended up standing outside it for a while because the guys were waiting for the lenglui to come downstairs hahah. Such gays :) went back to traf and sat on the steps..i got my speakers out and we were just singing and dancing around haha~ loads of other people turned up~ was constantly running around really..xD

Went to karaoke after~ was good ^^ a bit messed up at the beginning, but then it all got sorted out (: did a lot of running about, and the room we had was right at the top, so many stairs haha xD then people were downing all the drinks, then Crystal started feeling sick..so we went with her to get some mcdonalds. I ate some rice whilst i was there..and had three sips of whatever was in other peoples cups..and that was pretty much it. Didn't eat much at all =/

Curfew time was extended today..had to be home by 8.40..but then i missed the 7.50 train..got on the 8.10..was at abbey wood station by 8.46, and didn't actually get on a bus until 9.10 then got home at 9.15..35mins late haha..

Going out next week to see Vic~ then probably wont be out for a few weeks..bleh, this took me forever to blog..wasn't really focussing..missed out a lot of detail aswell xD''

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Happy birthday Melody! ^^ made her a wallpaper as a gift? haha~ hope you like it ^^

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Gonna blog this before i do my geography coursework..

Sunday, had an alarm set for 7.15am, ended up getting up at 7.55am, brushed my teeth, washed my face, ate breakfast, back upstairs, got changed, did my hair and was out the house by half past 8? checked the bus times wrong, looked on the weekdays, meaning that the bus that was meant to be there at 8.35, wasnt there.

Waited ages for a 229, then got to abbey wood station, bought my ticket, then just waited for the next train to dartford. Was on the phone to Joyce for a while aswell..train came, got to dartford, waited ages for the next train to charing cross.

When it came i was just on it whilst texting Nick and getting kicked by some little boy in front of me. I couldn't move either, since it was like his whole family there, the parents and 3 boys. All screaming, one crying, one kicking me whilst doing some writing work, the mum helping him, and the dad taking care of the other two.

Finally got to welling and went to the 51 busstop, checked the bus times and rang Joyce to see where she was, but she was still at home, and the next bus was in 2 minutes..so then she tried to get out a bit faster and make it for the next bus which was coming at 10.07am i waited at the busstop for it, then Joyce drop called me, i called her back and she told me that she was going to get on the bus at a different stop xD so yeah, she got on the bus, then we just talked and waited for Kamen's stop.

When it got to Kamen's stop, she got on, but stayed downstairs and texted Joyce saying that she left her oyster at home, so we were like 'wtf?' and then she came upstairs and said she just wanted to see our reaction to it. Stupid. hahah.

We got off the bus and went into rymans and looked at some stationary whilst waiting for the next bus, couldnt get the bus we were going to since it only comes once an hour o__o so we just got the 208, i recognised some of the road names like cresent and oxhawth, but Kamen was like 'no i think it's further down' so we didn't get off, and when we did, it turns out that we went like 64686631265523 stops too far ¬¬'' so then Kamen got out her ipod touch and connected to some random person's wireless nearby, and got the map up. Then we had the directions and ended up walking one way, but then we saw a 208 going the opposite direction, so we got on and waited until we were back at oxhawth then got off.

Walked around a bit, then saw Florence's mum in the car, so she went and took us to their house~ Kamen wanted a tour of the house, so Florence gave a quick tour, we played about on her piano and then just sat in her room looking and pics and stuff~

When everyone else got there, we just played around outside in the garden, then we ate~ then did the karaoke~ Kamen had to leave half way through though..then had the cake..some people left, and then we were just outside playing games again~ then me and Joyce left.

Got the bus outside from Florence's house, got to..somewhere xD and waited for the 51..decided to stop off at Kamen's to see her ^^ but when we got there, we were like 'hmmm, gor see yow gei yow mut yer jup gah?' because it was like how Bubbi's video was like haha. But then we just got the reply 'i wouldn't come right now because my mum isn't in a good mood' so me and Joyce ran out LOL

Then Kamen came out of the take away, and sat at the busstop with us whilst we were waiting for another 51, but then we were all talking, and saying about how our parents screw at us, then we were all imitating our mums and shouting in canto haha xD was funny, then Kamen saw a customer about to go in so she ran inside before him to serve, then the bus came..we got on and went back to Joyces.

When we got off the bus we were just walking back to hers..never realised it was such a long walk xD got back to hers and one of the first things her mum said was 'tong mm tong ngoor ah? sik faan la, yow ho dor song ah~' haha, her mum's so nice ^^ but then i knew that there was faan left for me at home, so i didn't eat any there~ me and Joyce went upstairs and was just helping Grace with the pc since flash and java was being weird..then Joyce was showing me some of the stuff that she was talking about earlier that day..

My mum came to Joyce's to pick me up, but then we ended up staying there for a while because she was catching up with Joyce's mum xD didn't leave until about 8? me and Joyce were just sitting on the floor watching tv and talking~ xD

Got home and ate dinner, then i went to wash my hair..didn't get to watch mei lui chu fong T_T i've missed so many episodes of it..bleh. I was going to do my german aswell..but then i really couldn't be bothered, was so tired. So i just left it since we had form time to do homework, and it was only 1 speaking question and developing another speaking question~ simple. Did it all in the morning and handed my book in to be marked ^^

And i can't be bothered to talk about my lessons, partly because i don't actually remember what i've been doing in lessons..-___-...
Ooh, yesterday, i asked my dad for some money because he was meant to add on £10 to my allowance + my mum's £50 making me get £60..but then my dad was just like 'how much do you want?' and i just said to him 'you decide.' then he came upstairs and handed me £50, planning to give me £30 but i had no change so he let me keep it all and just said '慢慢使啊' gotta love him♥ haha~ ^__^ then my mum was jealous cos he gave me money but won't give her any XD

Hmm, i'll try to start blogging daily again, might actually include stuff about in lessons..if i'm bothered, and if i remember. xD just went to sleep for an hour or so...now i need to do my geography coursework, and revise for a physics exam tomorrow T_T...

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Hmmm~ yesterday was good ^^ went to charlton with Kamen in the morning, did some shopping~ i bought a hat and jumper~ Kamen bought Florence's birthday present, then when we got to central, i went and bought Florence's present too~

Met up with everyone in trafalgar~ watched the cwalk, messed around..when Troy and Yip got there, i kind of shouted 'YIP!' and he turned around and said hi, but then when i called out 'TROY!' repeatedly, he completely ignored me and carried on walking, so me and Kamen decided to ignore him :D haha~ was funny, we kept talking in canto to eachother, so he didn't know what we were saying, and we got Yip to not translate xD

Forgave him later, after i got him on his knees begging for forgiveness on cam :D hahaa~ then we simply walked, stopped, walked, stopped, walked stopped etc. get daa drift? xD Saw Vic and jutlui Jess<3~ they looked so cute in their couple look haha~ ^^ then all the guys except Yip and Vic climbed up onto the ledge of the building..and tried doing monkey bars of the building work rods..xD went to mcdonalds, some people bought food, some people leeched off others xD went to chinatown with Crystal, Jason, Troy and Yip to get a drink, ended up getting a big bottle of the aloe vera drink and we just all drank some ^^~

Went to troc after, since everyone was there..got to the pump area and it was like..CROWDED with asians o_o so many people haha. Then Nick came aswell~ went over to the mt3 area..watched Vic, Andrew and Jason play for a bit, then everyone was going back to traf~ just messed out there really, some cwalking, some climbing poles? and just sitting around~

Hmm, when i saw KC i was telling him to add me on fb..but then he wouldn't and i didnt want to either. So we were flipping a coin to see who was going to add, but then it was like 'best out of three' 'best out of five' 'best out of eighteen?' haha xD then i was like 'i'll add you on xanga, you add me on fb!' but he said no again, but i added him on xanga anyways haha xD did the same with Louie aswell, at the end i was like to him 'add me on facebook' and it was simply just 'you add me' 'no you add me' kinda thing xD

Left around 7.20, ran to the station, then find out the train wasnt there T_T next train was at 7.40...rung up my mum..got screwed at. Got home around 8.30...but my mum didnt say anything luckily, she just ended up talking to me about a levels and what subjects i'm going to take and how i should do ib. Still not certain about ib yet, thinking about it i guess~

Hm, going to sleep now~ i'll blog about today, tomorrow. xD
But for yesterday, happy birthday Florence & Giles!<3

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Have actually been too tired to blog recently, and busy with homework and coursework..and sleep xD so erm..recent update on life~

Tuesday..normal school day, went to new look after school, Kamen was going to get her boots..but they didn't have her size so we just randomly tried on shoes..then went home~

Wednesday..normal school day, actually cannot remember what happened that day =/...nothing interesting i guess?

Thursday, so yesterday..normal school day, did the ISA practical in biology..saw Penny and Fui in bexleyheath~ talked to them for a while~ caught up a bit..haven't seen them in so long, so it was nice being able to talk to them for a while ^^~ Kamen and Joyce bought Florence's balloon~ saying 100th instead of 16th haha xD then came back with a pack of pombears~ yum~

Today, was late for school, but luckily my form tutor was nice and didn't mark me late, so i didn't get a detention ^^ normal day? went into the other room for business since there weren't enough computers..then me and Kamen spent a lot of that lesson typing msgs to eachother xD was trying on shoes again after school haha~ then was waiting for a 401 for ages T_T and yeah...home..eat..pc..wash hair..D.I.E..pc..xD

Tomorrow i'm going up central~ gonna see Jess and Vic ^^ have to get up early~ going to charlton with Kamen first~ shopping shopping~~~ and i'm gonna get a top up :D finally<3

Labels: friends, school, shopping

Yesterday i woke up around 11? Didn't really do much..talked to Tze and Joyce..then just waited for Joyce to text me so i could go and pick her up~ went to her house, got her stuff, then she was running around trying to find the sushi roller thingy and the spring onions xD haha, and i was taller than her for a while, had heels on :D mwahahaha~

My dad drove us to seewoo, then he gave me £20 and said to buy 10 gongjaimein aswell~ went inside and found the seaweed sheets first~ and was talking about how people who don't drink yakult from a young age never seem to like it when they have it when they're older xD and Joyce was laughing at me because i've always called it dohdoh [多多] in chinese xD
Went over to the gongjaimein section next, then i found the sutamyeon 수타면 that i wanted~ took 10 of those, and 2 bui style ones for siw yer ^^ then i got 5 出前一丁 ones~ had them all piled up..couldn't hold them properly haha, so Joyce went to get a basket, and she went over to the choi area, and saw a guy standing there getting a bag to put his choi in..and Joyce goes to him 'where are the baskets?' his reply..'I don't work here..' and then when he's walking back to his friend, he passed me and i heard him say '佢問我個籃係邊度...' LOL. Silly Joyce haha~
Well then she went outside and got a trolley~ then we went into the long queue T_T..i quickly went to get some ha tiw and then we paid for everything and went back to the car~

Got home and just went upstairs and went back online for a while~ then i brung a few snacks upstairs~ and we were just eating and going online xD was taking random photos for a while..then had dinner ^^~ hmm, just after my dad went to sleep he got the guest bed out, so me and Joyce were just sorting out the bedsheets and stuff, then we took some pics~ sat on the bed and went on pc~ took more pics~ haha.

Then i had to do my ict coursework, so i was using the pc, whilst Joyce camwhored and drew all over my post-it notes and stuck them to toys, mirrors and me. LOL. Then she told me to stop getting distracted..but she said that whilst pressing a post-it note to my head..hahahah

Then we made sushi ^__^ my first time haha~ cooked the rice earlier, so then we were just mixing in malt vinegar, salt and sugar to it~ then prepared all the stuff to go in~ cut up cucumber, salmon, egg and crabsticks~ then we started rolling the suuuushi ^^~

Joyce made one first, then I made one~ and yeah, kept taking turns..made some JUMBO SIZE ones..they were so big..cos we cut up loads of fillings, but didn't have enough rice, so we were just stuffing everything into one sushi roll xD was really nice though =D ended up making 32 pieces altogether~ then we split them in half and packed them for tomorrow's lunch ^^

After making the sushi, and nearly getting killed by Joyce with a knife in her hand with cucumber on it XD...we watched the end of meiluichufong and ate gongjaimein ^__^ was spicy but really nice :D hmmm~ afterwards we went back upstairs and i carried on with my coursework, whilst Joyce carried on camerawhoring xD

I started getting distracted again..was on msn~ talking to Nick about height and growing and stuff, and he was saying to eat more rice, then Joyce took over and was saying about having to eat choi xD random convo really~ then Joyce went to get ready for bed~ and then i went to shower after she was done~ got back, saved my ict and put it on my memory stick then turned off the pc~

I was just sitting in bed with my bedside lamp on whilst i did my english coursework, and Joyce was trying to sleep xD got it finished in the end ^^ and then i just went to sleep~

Woke up at 6.30 T_T only had 5 and a half hours sleep! was so tired..got ready and stuff, then went to wake Joyce up, was effort. She wouldn't get up..so i was half doing my hair and half poking her to get her up and ready xD got all ready~ camwhored a bit, then went downstairs and had breakfast~

When i got downstairs, and went to the kitchen, i saw a note where my lunch was, saying 'Don't forget your yoghurt!' from my dad~ haha, cos we stupidly left the yoghurt outside, instead of leaving it in the fridge, so my dad put it back in, and put a note so we wouldn't forget to take it ^^

Left the house around 7.35..got the second 602 and got in around half past, just in time for Joyce's music lesson ^^~

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I'm in such deep shit?
Haven't done any more of my ict cw, and i probably wont get any done tomorrow. Gonna have to really try hard and get it done tomorrow morning..aish.

Today was pretty boring..just did my RS and physics homework, printed out the sites sheet for geography, then gave up. Too many analyses to do T_T...

Was texting Nick and Joyce, then talking to Tze and Joyce on msn~ haha, theres a korean guy in Joyce's chinese class! atleast, she thinks he's korean, but wont talk to him..because shes gay and doesn't want to make friends XDD

I went and lied on my bed for a while..then fell asleep haha xD woke up and saw my phone, had a text from Nick saying

Where have you gone =o

Haha, then he was asking me to help him choose a cardigan from uniqlo~ blehs, it's so late already..probably going to sleep soon..and my eye is irritating me -__-

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Pretty good day today~ I slept at 11pm last night, couldn't be bothered to do my ict coursework..and i really wanted more sleep, so i just got into bed early ^^~

Woke up at 6.50am from my phone, then i looked over to my alarm clock..and i don't understand, i think i completely read it wrong because i thought it stopped working, and the time was completely off, so i just got up, didn't want to risk sleeping for longer and not waking up from the second alarm, took my time getting ready since i didn't need to rush~ got out slowly~ and got on the 401 ^^~

Got into school..had a bit of form time, my lot were randomly doing push ups and stuff O__o haha, siw siw chi seen xD then me and Joyce were planning out sunday ^__^ gonna be good, making sushi and omelette~ and sleepover :D yay~ hahah.

Ict, gay lesson. Did nothing again, just tried to avoid my teacher asking about my cw, going to have to do it and hand it in on monday though, or else im screwed T_T maths was okay, just drew graphs the whole lesson~~

Double business~ did an exam question, then the rest of the time we were doing the cw, had to change one of my graphs cos the order of the information was wrong T_T took me ages to work out how to edit it..stupid links thingy.

Lunch was mainly singing :D Claire had her itouch out, and then her and Becky were listening to the songs, singing and dancing to them xD was a good lunch~~

English was okay, just finished copying up my original writing, and making some changes..this time Kamen actually wrote something haha, but i wrote a whole plan for her...XD atleast shes a bit closer to actually writing it now. xD

Activity lesson! best lesson of the day haha. Florence was starting to type up her story, and then Joyce invaded, and i joined in, then Kamen joined in too XD wrote a load of crap haha~ was pretty creative too ^__^ and then i styled Florence's hair~ put it in a pony tail, looked so cute cos her hair is short..then put gatsby in her hair ^^ haha~ :D


After school..went to broadway, primark so that Carianne could buy a tshirt. Then got the b11 cos the 401 looked really packed, but then so was the b11 -____- got off at abbey wood station, and the 229 was just in front so it was really good timing ^__^ got home and had dinner~ had prawn~ was nice :D haha~

Went on pc as usual~ haven't really done much else~ quick pic update ^^~ thinned my hair yesterday..now the length of it is thin, and my fringe is thin too~

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Woke up at 7.35am today, had to be out the house by 7.45am..was rushing so much, ate my breakfast in 4minutes LOL FOR 4 MINUTE GIRL~ got on the bus, went to school..had assembly T_T was so boring~

Then had double english, had a cover teacher aswell..just copied up my original writing story~ whilst talking to Kamen. She got nothing done at all. She started to copy up hers aswell, then she wanted to change what was already there, but then she sat there for the whole double lesson doing nothing. I actually ended up dictating something for her, just so she had more...now from her whole story (1 paragraph) she has written 4 words by herself, and the rest is mine..then i even wrote out a plan for her LOL. Be grateful Kamen Yau! I'm practically doing your original writing FOR YOU xD

Had rs and german afterwards, cover again in rs, just did a double page on Jewish beliefs about family..didn't finish..but no-ones really expected to finish when it's a cover lesson xD had a german vocab test T__T didn't look at it until break, so i didn't really know the words. Got 10/15 though..okay i suppose.

Double biology was boring~ just drew the graph for the ISA, then did a few questions from the book, messed around..and then it was the end. xD

Went up to bh, Joyce got some chips from burger king..so i was stealing them off her ^___^ yum~ went to superdrug so she could buy mascara and top up~ then went to get the bus. Omg. I got onto the 401, and went upstairs, saw it was completely packed, then had to wait for everyone that was STILL coming up stairs, to turn around and get down so i could aswell, then i stood on the first step just so i had some air and then these people were so annoying, i was trying to talk to Joyce on the phone, but couldn't actually hear her because of these people screaming right next to me T_T then this girl decides to sit right where my feet are so like, if the bus jolted, and i moved forward, i would stamp her big fat ugly head! -___- and then one was standing so close to me she was practically leaning on me T__T and yeah, it was annoying..blehs.

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Honestly, i barely remember what happened today because i was so tired the whole time..slept around 12am last night..slept in a bit and rushed to get ready at 7.30am..had assembly..no idea what it was about..i just remember Dr Lodwick starting off with 'I'll start the assembly from 5000 miles away' and then i already lost interest.

Double physics..not bad, just did a lot of writing, then an experiment, watched 2 experiments..wrote more..played a game..then done :D maths was okay i guess, not much work was done really, just did a sheet, marked it..marked the homework, then started filling in tables and drawing graphs and the lesson was over. Ict was boring as usual, Mr Richens talks TOO much..seriously. I was just on soompi during that lesson..and then i read a post with an interview from Jaebum's father's friend..it was really upsetting..{in previous post} Jay's been through so much, really want him to come back T_T 2pm, Jay, FIGHTING<3

Lunch went by so slowly..and i was really hungry T_T damn my weird appetite..lunch was mainly sitting around..then walking over somewhere..sitting around again..walking around again, and sitting around again xD
Had double geography after, that was very bad. I was so tired..i wasn't even bothered to copy up a few notes from the board, but i did it anyways, and then we were doing an analysis of our stargraphs..i was going so slowly..Claire wrote half a page, realised she did it wrong, rewrote it and wrote another half page before i was even done with a paragraph...got my feedback for my coursework, mainly just need to add in more detail, and write more for background info.

Walked up to broadway with just Kamen since Joyce was staying after school to do her art..went to superdrug, Kamen topped up her phone, and i bought the star earrings and snackajacks xD was waiting for quite a while for the bus, and then it annoyed me how some people just came from no-where, pushing in and getting on before me when i had been standing there for 15mins waiting for it. Was getting easily aggitated..ended up getting annoyed just because i couldn't get the earrings off the rack..guess it's the lack of sleep haha.

Listened to Supernova ft. T-ara - TTL, J - Words I Couldn't Say and Karina Pasian - Slow Motion on repeat on the journey~ got home, put on the earrings and camwhored XD, ate spaghetti, washed the dishes, then just came online..now i need to do my RS, biology and learn the german words for tomorrow~

Labels: friends, music, school

It's been a really good day today, despite the huge lack of sleep. Got up pretty quickly since i wasn't really sleeping properly in the first place..and my hair wasn't a complete mess :D looked just presentable..ended up straightening it anyway~ went downstairs..ate breakfast~ packed a good lunch ^^ watermelon, banana, orange and a salmon roll~ came in school slightly late? not sure if i made it in on time or not..didn't really check on the electronic register to see if there was an L by my name, but i wasn't looked for by anyone, so it should be fine ^^~

Ended up getting the 229...gay bus. Don't like it..but i would've been late if i waited for the next 401..was texting Jenny, Jess, Vic, Kamen and Andrew on the journey~ and they all actually replied haha. Hmm, when i got into form, and went to the back where my seat is..Becky and Chess were fighting..honestly..it was pretty hilarious. Chess just kept screaming 'but she's your friend!' and Becky was saying stuff like 'so what if she's my friend, what does it have to do with me?' then Miss Trevena was shouting at them both to be quiet and was like 'if you're going to fight then do it outside.' and Chess was like 'can we go outside?' and Becky was just like 'i don't want to go outside' LOL. Then i just kept looking at Louise and laughing haha. Louise, Claire and Krish were all sitting there with newspapers..doing crosswords haha. I did a bit of my chemistry no i didn't..i sat there with my book open, but did nothing xD

German was first, was proud of myself because i caught up with the 13 speaking questions i had to do ^____^ but then Mr Symes didn't ask me to read any of mine out -__- pfft. Was an okay lesson...had english after~ i'm actually starting to like english even more now..probably because of the teachers, since year 9 i've had good english teachers, so it's so much better.

Ict was after break..hmm, i got away with not doing my analysis again xD Mr Richens believes anything 'yeah, i've done it...but i just forgot to send it to school' i've used that excuse 1684846564546 times, and he still believes it..do i just come across as very forgetful? haha. Geography was boring..recapped on settlements from last year..then did a bit more on Sao Paulo stuff..then Miss Totty was talking to Krish about why she hasn't handed in any coursework, and said that Miss Spilstead will be around next lesson to 'help' her. LOL. special need kinda help hahaha.

Oh ma gawd. LUNCH. This lunch must've been one of the funniest..i laughed so much..first Krish kept bringing up the geography bit because she was so pissed about it haha. Then Chess started the arguement with Becky again, and they were just sitting there screwing at eachother, whilst the rest of us cracked up so badly. Simply it's because Becky's friend wrote bad comments about a picture of Chess, calling her a slag, dog and fat. And Chess is convinced that Becky said something to her friend about Chess, to make her write those comments..which honestly..i find stupid because it's someone elses opinion, it had nothing to do with Becky..Chess' only argument was that it's Becky's friend. This was my favourite part of the argument, thanks to Becky who texted me what they said so i could remember.

Chess: You're the only one who could have said anything.
Becky: Why would I randomly say something to my mate about you being a dog or a slut?
Chess: Well you must of.
Becky: Fine I said my friend is a dog.
Chess: Did you?
Becky: No.

I actually love it, and especially because after that, Becky kept saying 'Why would I say to my friend that you're a dog!?' and everytime she brought up 'dog' i looked at Claire and Krish and we sat there completely in histerics.

Then later on at lunch, these year7s came over to us and dumped a bag in front of Louise and was like 'could you look after this bag please?' we were like...what the fuck? Then we were like 'do you want to give the bag back to your friend?' and the girl just said 'No, its the point of the game!' hahaha. And then! Omg, she started lecturing Claire HAHA. She was like 'if you put your phone under your blazer or bag then it wont get confiscated' and then said stuff like 'You shouldn't be using your phone in school, it'll get confiscated' Claire was like 'I've been using my phone for years here, i'm not going to get it confiscated..' then we were just like 'we're year 11..why are year 7s talking to us like this?' xD then they were saying to Louise 'you should use waterbased makeup, it's more natural' LMFAO. omg. it was hilarious..good lunch! haha.

Double chemistry after lunch, was okay, didn't seem too long..did an experiment with hydrogen peroxide and catalysts..and omg, we had to use liver as a catalyst..and then when we took the stopper out, it was bubbling like crazy, and overflowing out of the flask..then Ellen went and shoved it right in front of me LOL i was like 'OMG NO!' and pushed her arm away over to Chloe's side, then she ran over to the sink with all this bubbly crap over her hand HAHAHA.

When we were going to the broadway to get our buses, me and Kamen decided to go into river island and new look..got into the store and started trying shoes on haha xD i've found a cute pair of heel boots, the heel is quite small too, so i think it'll be good for going out in ^___^ now all i need is £25 haha..we went into shoezone aswell..but then didn't find anything, then into primark..didn't find anything either. I wanted to get a hot drink after, so we went into starbucks..but i only had £1 with me T___T went into mcdonalds and then i borrowed an extra 30p from Kamen and we got hot chocolates ^^ was just in time to get my bus~

Changed my theme..see how much i love you Andrew and Crystal? making it better for you to read! xD came across Karina Pasian - Slow Motion really like this song ^^ nice lyrics. Haha, my mum just told me, that my dad said he's buy me an ipod touch if i did well in school...and learn to cook. LOL. So now my new target, learn to cook! I want to learn anyways~ so it'll be good ^^ i'll watch my dad cook when i get home from school, and force him to let me do some of it keke. Gotta love my dad<3

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Wow, had to completely rush to do my homework...but i've actually finished my german questions =D i just need to find my text book at school and copy up the last 2 i have in there~ didn't do my ict, thats just too long..i'll do it tomorrow maybe..did some of my physics..barely any really..then i remembered that we have that time to do work before lessons start tomorrow =D some weird silent work time thingy..but it means more sleep time now, and i can finish my physics and chem later =D but then i'm going to do some chem now since i only have to finish 3 more questions ^^~

Haha, Tze just lightened up my mood a bit by telling me something sweet ^___^ so cute~ but so jealous~ TZE WHY ARE YOU SO LUCKY?~ i've used the word jealous to you like 5619487952616549 times T___T but then i still always want to know about it..haha<3

+   loveending ★:    i can finish my science there~
+   loveending ★:    yay
+   loveending ★:    more sleep time
+   loveending ★:    XD
' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK:    LOOOOL
' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK:    i still have drama to watch
' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK:    xD
' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK:    i can do my french in form time
+   loveending ★:    LOL. dramas before work? xD
' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK:    drama before bed now xD
' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK:    i was going to do a mask tonight but i guess its too late LOL
' kyau; 家雯☆ ' HK:    ill do one in the morning xD

LOL, love you Kamen<3 make me laugh haha.

I've been listening to J - Words I Couldn't Say on repeat, i love the tune, the lyrics, the voice..everything about it. I won't wait up, it won't help either side...'I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you...'

How much more tired are you.. How much longer can you go on burying everything..
I stir my head.. close my eyes.. I'm holding on like a fool..
I try to fool my heart by saying it's not.. but like a fool I regret it..
I keep getting heated and I keep thinking about you..
Without even realizing, my heart keeps getting lost searching for you..

I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you...
Even if it's just one day I'm going to act happy without you, I'm going to try to smile..
But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working..
What am I to do.. I want to see you..

Instead of thinking of this breakup as our love ending, I'm just going to long for you..
Even if only the bad habits come and find me.. no matter how hard I try..
I'm here once again waiting..

I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you...
Even if it's just one day I'm going to act happy without you, I'm going to try to smile..
But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working..
What am I to do.. I want to see you..

You were always the first to be standing there..
Our eyes aren't able to meet this time because she's standing in front of you..
I love you so much..

The words I really want to say (words I want to say)
Words you won't ever be able to hear (My love)
How much I love you, I cry out again..
To me it's not the end for us...

Labels: friends, love, school

So much sadness and depression around recently...affects the people around you, i think. But i'm glad that i have some people who just keep me happy through the day, just talking to them lifts my mood. Maybe i shouldn't sit here playing sad songs the whole day...but they just sound so good, and have such a nice tune to sing to~

I don't have many reasons to be depressed, me and my parents are on reasonably good terms right now, there's not really anything that i'm being annoyed about, successfully recoded a skin for my blogspot, i don't feel really tired or anything and i'm in a relaxed mood. The only things that could really change that is the fact i'm not focussing on coursework, meaning that later on today i'm going to be stressed over it..13 german speaking questions and 7-8 parts of my ict analysis to complete and that the xanga layout that im trying to code isn't going too well, and i cant think of a way to make it look nicer.

Ict, german, chemistry and physics homework due for tomorrow, altogether i had 13 pieces of homework this week (not including repeats)..haha, just went downstairs to get my mum to sign my homework diary, parents were talking about my mum is the one with the least money, and my dad always gets money from her, and how she always pays for the food, gas, electricity, water etc...then i come along asking her for £20 for school fund haha. Talking to Kamen about school fund right now, didn't know that she never pays it =O bad girl lol. Time to do coursework and stuff~

Labels: friends, love, school

Woke up today, turned the alarm off on my phone and saw that i got a text from Nick saying

Sorry didnt say bye. Might nt be working tomorrow so maybe msn tomoro x night

haha, i thought it was cute of him to text me that ^^ got out of the house on time! saw Rex getting off at boiler house aswell xD was texting him and Kamen..and Kamen was telling me how she was waiting for over 20mins for the 269, and how she was gonna be late, and stuck in traffic XD she came in so late that she skipped assembly xD

Seating plan in physics T_T sucks, im sitting at the end on the front bench..luckily i have Ellen and Chloe behind me so it's not that bad. Did an experiment..wrote loads of stuff down..normal lesson really. Break was just the same as always..nothing exciting..

Maths was okay, i actually got some work done today, finished the worksheet we were doing~ in ict we had a cover..was going good..then Mr Richens turned up? -___- so gay. He came around and was asking how we were doing..i told him that i was just reviewing stuff and i had everything done at home, just havent taken it to school..and he actually believed me -__-..i've actually only done 2 paragraphs and a sentence..and its due on friday..need to actually work on that.

I was stupidly hungry at lunch..probably because i didnt have extra fruit..just a sandwich..but i was so hungry T_T..kind of got over it though..double geography was okay, i got the proportional arrows done, then went to the ict rooms and got all the census graphs done..then it was already the end of the double lesson =O went by really quickly, also finally managed to send some of my work to the teacher.

Went shopping after school, had to buy a new school skirt. Went to BHS first, and was looking around..then we saw these really cute BIG bows~ and they were only 50p! so i bought a blue one for my bag~ Joyce got a purple one, but just before she paid, Kamen was saying about how she got away with just sticking the sticker on something, and only paying that amount, so she went and got the black bow that Joyce wanted, and stuck the 50p sticker on that, so then Joyce got the black and purple ones xD then i wanted a pink one for friday, but it was £3..and there was one completely off tags, just there..i was trying to get Kamen to take it..but she was like 'ling bei ngor ji gei' then i started screwing cos i wanted it haha, in the end she stuck the 50p stickers on 2 of the pink ones, and we got one each haha.

Looked for a skirt there aswell, found one like the one i already have, but longer..went to try it on and it was only aged 12..but it was SO LONG o__o..so then i put it back and we went to M&S to look for some, but they didnt have the right style..so we went back to BHS and i just bought the long skirt..i guess if i just pull it up it should be fine, or roll it up a bit.

Got to the busstop at a good time, it was around ten to five, and that was the time of my bus~ Kamen's came within a minute..then Joyce went over to her busstop, and i waited two or three minutes before my bus came.

Arrived home around half 5? Ate dinner, washed the dishes, then went up to go on the pc ^^~ then i went and made tea haha, haven't drank tea in so long..so i thought i'd have some :)

Haven't done any homework =O spent the whole time looking through old pictures =/ haha~ damn, i used to look so bad o__o'' probably still do XD i was confused of whether you say i haven't drank or i haven't drunk so then i was asking Kamen, Andrew and Florence on msn, then posted it up on facebook xD

*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*is it 'i havent drank' or 'i havent drunk'?
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*=/
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*i havent drunk
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*are you sure?
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*actually no
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*its i havent drank
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*LOL
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*are you sure?
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*xD
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*i was like what, they both sound right
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*=/
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*they dont
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*i actually sat there and read both of them out
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*xD
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*LOOL
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*i havent drank
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*lol. ima ask someone else..you're the girl who says childrens.
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*LOL
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*LMAO

'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*its drunk apparently
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*i was right in the first place xD
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*LOL
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*says who?
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*actually
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*joyce doesnt know now
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*xD
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*LMFAO
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*xDD
'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*'    kyau    ; 家雯           ☆     '    HK&CHINA'09    .♥         lovee    ~        says:
*is it 'i havent drank' or 'i havent drunk'?
º•           JOYCE                  ~          ■          ■         ■          ■     says:
*drunk
º•           JOYCE                  ~          ■          ■         ■          ■     says:
*actually
º•           JOYCE                  ~          ■          ■         ■          ■     says:
*uh.
º•           JOYCE                  ~          ■          ■         ■          ■     says:
*ill ask bethany

*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*wei. is it 'i havent drank' or 'i havent drunk' ?
v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says:
*i think its drank
v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says:
*xD not sure let me see
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*LOL
v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says:
*oo its drunk xD;
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*you sure?
v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says:
*its I Drank and I haven't drunk
v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says:
*I DRINK (present tense)
I DRANK (imperfect tense)
I HAVE DRUNK (perfect tense)

*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*lmao. you completely contradicted yourself.
v(₀◕ ◡ ^₀)ノ⌒☆ƒlσ☂ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ加油! Bennet<33 (Dinner~) says:
*xDD yeah

*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*wei. is it 'i havent drank' or 'i havent drunk' ?
       » _♥      ★       Unknownstarz      ♫    ☆    _ «      late replies.. homework.. says:
*drank i think
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*pffft. some people are saying drank, some saying drunk
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*-__-''
       » _♥      ★       Unknownstarz      ♫    ☆    _ «      late replies.. homework.. says:
*aye yor
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*-__-'''
*    { zoe                t    ran            ★        says:
*english = fail language
       » _♥      ★       Unknownstarz      ♫    ☆    _ «      late replies.. homework.. says:
*init
       » _♥      ★       Unknownstarz      ♫    ☆    _ «      late replies.. homework.. says:
*=[

And because i didn't blog yesterday, i woke up with a spam text from Jason -___- wasted my credit on him replying '...loser' -__-'' thought he was on my o2 numbers. turns out he isnt, now i have 17p..o2 topup surprise! need to collect it tonight? tomorrow? then i can get my texts~ ^__^

JAEBUM IS GONE T____T i thought Emily was joking around when she told me, but then i went on soompi and checked..and omg, he's gone back to Seattle T_T stupid korean netizens, taking things too far when it was 4 years ago..aigoo..what's gonna happen to 2PM? they need Jay back T_T aish.

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