/ abstraction; this is my dream.
Baby i don't wanna crush on you forever.
Wednesday, 30 September 2009

Happy birthday Melody! ^^ made her a wallpaper as a gift? haha~ hope you like it ^^




I haven't photoshopped in so long i swear..took me an hour (+ breaks&distractions xD) to make that..and it's not even that good T_T wish i could ps like the pros. bleh.

Hmm, school today was okay, same as always really? Lunch was quite funny though..Vanesha was simply being quite racist..but it was so funny, then we were talking about the 6form couple that had sex on a bench at school, then got caught by a teacher and had to go see the headteacher? LOL and then another time he had his blazer covering the crotch area and the girl was wanking him? and you could see her hand moving under the blazer? and they got caught by a student? LMFAO.

Then when we were walking to the next lesson, Becky's maths teacher was in front of us and when he was walking up the stairs, he nearly missed the step? but like, he had half his foot on the step, and was kind of balancing? then finally tilted forward and carried on walking? doesn't sound that funny when i explain it..but it was hilarious..me, Becky and Krish were trying to not laugh but i couldn't really help it, then apparntly he did it again LOL xD and once he went to the next flight of stairs, and we carried on walking forward, we completely cracked up xD got into class and me and Krish just kept laughing, laughed so much my stomach actually started hurting XD

In geography we were doing the shop survey analysis, and i was writing about cafés and stuff, and then it really made me want to go to starbucks, so then i got Carianne to help me choose a good drink ^^ ended up getting a white caffé mocca with caramel ^^ was so nice omg~ i just kept drinking it, then it was all gone before i even got on the bus T_T don't know if it was because of the drink or not, but when i was on the bus i started to get a really bad stomach ache, wanted to like..crawl into a ball and grip onto my stomach? but i was on a very public bus..and by very public i just mean that there were so many people on it, and the bus was pretty much packed, i would've looked completely retarded if i did that..so i just sat there trying to ignore it..but not really working -___-...

Got home, had dinner, then went upstairs and camerawhored..haha. Haven't put any pictures up recently..so i'll update with a few i took today~

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Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you for me.
Monday, 21 September 2009

Yesterday i woke up around 11? Didn't really do much..talked to Tze and Joyce..then just waited for Joyce to text me so i could go and pick her up~ went to her house, got her stuff, then she was running around trying to find the sushi roller thingy and the spring onions xD haha, and i was taller than her for a while, had heels on :D mwahahaha~

My dad drove us to seewoo, then he gave me £20 and said to buy 10 gongjaimein aswell~ went inside and found the seaweed sheets first~ and was talking about how people who don't drink yakult from a young age never seem to like it when they have it when they're older xD and Joyce was laughing at me because i've always called it dohdoh [多多] in chinese xD
Went over to the gongjaimein section next, then i found the sutamyeon 수타면 that i wanted~ took 10 of those, and 2 bui style ones for siw yer ^^ then i got 5 出前一丁 ones~ had them all piled up..couldn't hold them properly haha, so Joyce went to get a basket, and she went over to the choi area, and saw a guy standing there getting a bag to put his choi in..and Joyce goes to him 'where are the baskets?' his reply..'I don't work here..' and then when he's walking back to his friend, he passed me and i heard him say '佢我個邊度...' LOL. Silly Joyce haha~
Well then she went outside and got a trolley~ then we went into the long queue T_T..i quickly went to get some ha tiw and then we paid for everything and went back to the car~

Got home and just went upstairs and went back online for a while~ then i brung a few snacks upstairs~ and we were just eating and going online xD was taking random photos for a while..then had dinner ^^~ hmm, just after my dad went to sleep he got the guest bed out, so me and Joyce were just sorting out the bedsheets and stuff, then we took some pics~ sat on the bed and went on pc~ took more pics~ haha.

Then i had to do my ict coursework, so i was using the pc, whilst Joyce camwhored and drew all over my post-it notes and stuck them to toys, mirrors and me. LOL. Then she told me to stop getting distracted..but she said that whilst pressing a post-it note to my head..hahahah

Then we made sushi ^__^ my first time haha~ cooked the rice earlier, so then we were just mixing in malt vinegar, salt and sugar to it~ then prepared all the stuff to go in~ cut up cucumber, salmon, egg and crabsticks~ then we started rolling the suuuushi ^^~

Joyce made one first, then I made one~ and yeah, kept taking turns..made some JUMBO SIZE ones..they were so big..cos we cut up loads of fillings, but didn't have enough rice, so we were just stuffing everything into one sushi roll xD was really nice though =D ended up making 32 pieces altogether~ then we split them in half and packed them for tomorrow's lunch ^^

After making the sushi, and nearly getting killed by Joyce with a knife in her hand with cucumber on it XD...we watched the end of meiluichufong and ate gongjaimein ^__^ was spicy but really nice :D hmmm~ afterwards we went back upstairs and i carried on with my coursework, whilst Joyce carried on camerawhoring xD

I started getting distracted again..was on msn~ talking to Nick about height and growing and stuff, and he was saying to eat more rice, then Joyce took over and was saying about having to eat choi xD random convo really~ then Joyce went to get ready for bed~ and then i went to shower after she was done~ got back, saved my ict and put it on my memory stick then turned off the pc~

I was just sitting in bed with my bedside lamp on whilst i did my english coursework, and Joyce was trying to sleep xD got it finished in the end ^^ and then i just went to sleep~

Woke up at 6.30 T_T only had 5 and a half hours sleep! was so tired..got ready and stuff, then went to wake Joyce up, was effort. She wouldn't get up..so i was half doing my hair and half poking her to get her up and ready xD got all ready~ camwhored a bit, then went downstairs and had breakfast~

When i got downstairs, and went to the kitchen, i saw a note where my lunch was, saying 'Don't forget your yoghurt!' from my dad~ haha, cos we stupidly left the yoghurt outside, instead of leaving it in the fridge, so my dad put it back in, and put a note so we wouldn't forget to take it ^^

Left the house around 7.35..got the second 602 and got in around half past, just in time for Joyce's music lesson ^^~

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Love letter from my heart, love letter from your smile.
Friday, 18 September 2009

Pretty good day today~ I slept at 11pm last night, couldn't be bothered to do my ict coursework..and i really wanted more sleep, so i just got into bed early ^^~

Woke up at 6.50am from my phone, then i looked over to my alarm clock..and i don't understand, i think i completely read it wrong because i thought it stopped working, and the time was completely off, so i just got up, didn't want to risk sleeping for longer and not waking up from the second alarm, took my time getting ready since i didn't need to rush~ got out slowly~ and got on the 401 ^^~

Got into school..had a bit of form time, my lot were randomly doing push ups and stuff O__o haha, siw siw chi seen xD then me and Joyce were planning out sunday ^__^ gonna be good, making sushi and omelette~ and sleepover :D yay~ hahah.

Ict, gay lesson. Did nothing again, just tried to avoid my teacher asking about my cw, going to have to do it and hand it in on monday though, or else im screwed T_T maths was okay, just drew graphs the whole lesson~~

Double business~ did an exam question, then the rest of the time we were doing the cw, had to change one of my graphs cos the order of the information was wrong T_T took me ages to work out how to edit it..stupid links thingy.

Lunch was mainly singing :D Claire had her itouch out, and then her and Becky were listening to the songs, singing and dancing to them xD was a good lunch~~

English was okay, just finished copying up my original writing, and making some changes..this time Kamen actually wrote something haha, but i wrote a whole plan for her...XD atleast shes a bit closer to actually writing it now. xD

Activity lesson! best lesson of the day haha. Florence was starting to type up her story, and then Joyce invaded, and i joined in, then Kamen joined in too XD wrote a load of crap haha~ was pretty creative too ^__^ and then i styled Florence's hair~ put it in a pony tail, looked so cute cos her hair is short..then put gatsby in her hair ^^ haha~ :D



After school..went to broadway, primark so that Carianne could buy a tshirt. Then got the b11 cos the 401 looked really packed, but then so was the b11 -____- got off at abbey wood station, and the 229 was just in front so it was really good timing ^__^ got home and had dinner~ had prawn~ was nice :D haha~

Went on pc as usual~ haven't really done much else~ quick pic update ^^~ thinned my hair yesterday..now the length of it is thin, and my fringe is thin too~




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I love you, I'm locked, I'm hurt, I'm going crazy.
Thursday, 27 August 2009

Today was quite rushed really...woke up at 12pm thinking it was still early because i didn't get a wake up call from Carmen..(wanted to go up central early and play pump whilst troc was still empty..but then when we go there, there were too many people so i didn't wanna play anymore)..ran downstairs with my phone in my hand and looked for the post, wasn't there..so i went to eat breakfast and texted whilst i ate, Karishma was texting me about not recieving our results, Vic was texting me about how he was tired in school, and Carmen rung me when i texted her saying 'Omg carmen you didnt wake me up!' she thought i was joking around when i told her last night to ring me at 11am and wake me up haha, after eating i went to wash my hair..rushed like mad cos i wanted a lift from my mum..but then she needed to get to work, so i let her go instead. Was going to be late anyways, so i took my time styling my hair and decided to curl it~ turned out alright but i think it made me look younger..T___T probably cos i tied it to the side aswell. I swear i waited for over half an hour for the damn bus, and then because of the diversion i ended up missing the train, and making Andrew and Jason miss it with me..sorry guys ^^'' played big2 on the train going to cannon street, then switched at london bridge to go to charing cross. Met up with Jenny and Crystal in traf, then Andrew and Jason went to troc, Crystal stayed with some other people and me and Jenny went to HK diner so i could get some 冻柠茶 then we went to kfc so Jenny could eat, then everyone came to meet us in kfc...then me, Jenny and Carmen went to boots, Jenny bought some water, i bought paracetamol and Carmen bought £63.something worth of makeup haha, and the points went onto my card XD so now i have 1044 points on my card that belongs to Carmen :) and we got these cute ribbons with a key on it for free :D went over to traf to meet everyone..played big2 for a while and hacked peoples phones~ then we headed to st.james park and sat around a bit whilst Carmen and Crystal pigged out, and Jordan downed vokda...and got seriously pissed..and it was only 3pm haha. He was so drunk though, standing up then collapsing on the floor, and talking so much crap, was hilarious at the start xD but then he got scratches and stuff from falling around everywhere, and he kept laying about and shouting and stuff, so we took him over to the side and got him to sit on a chair and tried to get him to sleep..but he just kept talking..then Jenny and Louie started screwing at eachother..then everything just getting hectic..Jenny wanted to ring Jordan's mum, but then the guys were saying about how strict his parents are. There were these other guys there too..earlier on they kinda ran straight over to us..knocked me over and i like..flew? -__- pfft, then later one of them completely dropped his pants to the floor? i was thinking whatthefuck?...and then KY liked my perfume so he kept smelling me hahah. Left at around 7pm as always, train journey felt so long..camerawhored a bit near the beginning before loads of people got on, haha..got home at 8pm..had dinner and asked my mum if she could extend my curfew a bit so i could get the fast train..but she was like 'no.' and when i said just half an hour longer she was still like 'no.' pfffft. so gay. came online and looked on this blog..some of the pictures on the layout weren't showing up because of exceeded bandwidth, so then i changed my theme~ i quite like this one, small and simple ^^~ now i need to make banners for the Cynosure You've Got Family project. Also really liking the song 여자가 있어도 by Brown Eyed Girls~

i'm ok even if you have another girl

it's ok even if you have another girl
whoever it is, it's ok
even if i'm not your one and only

my heart that's beyond repair
only knows you
even if i know how you feel
i can't do anything about it

my heart must be crazy
i like you
i really like you

yes (yes) it's ok if you (you) have another girl
it may seem foolish but you're my one and only'
really you are
it's ok, even if it hurts, i'll love you

the warm sunlight spills through
you are shining brilliantly underneath it
i want to be together with you and that smile
no matter who else is by your side..

my foolish head does not
listen to me again

even if i know that it's an unrequited love
i can't stop it

my heart must be crazy
i like you
i really like you

yes (yes) it's ok if you (you) have another girl

it may seem foolish but you're my one and only'
really you are
it's ok, even if it hurts, i'll love you

even though i tell myself not to go there, i shouldn't
my heart calls for you again
without a single sound

calling you softly (telling you to look at me)
i call you again (telling you that i love you)
one day I cry and then the next, I laugh
my heart can't endure it anymore.
if my heart didn't possess your love
this love won't end
can't you hold me one more time

the words that you can't hear, i love you
really, i only love you
yes (yes) it's ok if you (you) have another girl

it may seem foolish but you're my one and only'
really you are
it's ok, even if it hurts, i'll love you

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Even if I look at you again, you are my love.
Thursday, 30 July 2009

Went to central today..woke up later than usual again..11am ^__^ was getting ready and stuff but i ended up being late..had to wait more that 20mins for a 229 aswell, so i missed a lot of trains..ended up getting a fast train to charing cross..got there at 2pm, 1 hours late >< met Carmen, Rex and his friend..me and Carmen went to oxford..saw Vietanh, Kamen and Joyce aswell..on the way we went to troc and played pump..fail ^___^ first time playing though xD Carmen cleared 1TYM's Hot on crazy o____o and random people were filming us...LOL after we went to get sushi and sat in costa to eat&drink, when we finished, Carmen realised she lost her camera, so we went back into troc to check if it was there, luckily it was still sitting by pump. Then we went to oxford..went to claires and i bought a pair of bow clips~ then we went into h&m so i could return a pair of leggings, then we were looking around abit..got to the glasses section, and i was trying a pair on..when i put it back i looked at Carmen and she had a pair in her hands with no labels on it..and earlier we were talking about 偷嘢 from expo XD but then i really wanted a pair too..so i got her to take off the labels for me and then we walked out holding the receipt from the refund..xD went back to troc after, met up with Rex and Roxanne again..then we went to traf but it was raining so we stood by the black gates instead, Masa and her friend Tamara came aswell..then Louie and Leo came..and Kevin came aswell..then we all went to troc again, met up with Andrew..then him and Shakz played pump~ then everyone just went to the pool tables since Kevin and Rex were playing..Giles came aswell then it was Louie and Giles playing..with Carmen taking random turns in between xD then Andrew started getting really pissed off cos Tamara put on his hoodie..and he doesn't even know her properly..and because she was kinda 丑样..he got really pissed and wore Kevin's coat for the rest of the time instead..then Rex ended up taking his hoodie xD went to traf after..sat there..some people played cards..me and Carmen camerawhored a bit..then we just sat down talking to people..had to leave early as always..this time Rex came with me though..said bye to people then left~ won't get to see everyone until 15th nows T___T blehs.

Burning Flames 3 isnt starting until next week >__< so ima just watch the first 10 episodes online so i'll be on track to watch it when i get back from spain~

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I love you..I promise..
Sunday, 26 July 2009

Today i woke up at 6.35am..but then went to sleep again until around 9am..last night Carmen organised going to westfield..washed my hair and got ready..and ate a BIG bowl of 云吞面~ filled me up so much i couldn't even finish it..ended up being late meeting people..but Kevin was the only one who was actually there so it was alright ^___^ went to hk cafe and sat there whilst we waited..Carmen and Ray came and we got drinks and just stayed in there taking pictures for a while..rung up Andrew and he said he'll be out at 2.30 or 3 the latest..lies. xD We went over to the big mirror around the corner and camerawhored for ages ^__^'' waited for Masa to come aswell, must've taken like..50 pictures there already xD went to the station and headed to westfield..camerawhored a bit on the way aswell..where there were those round mirrors in the corners...XD SLR<3 I really want to get one..but no money T__T wore Kevin's headphones for most of the day..until Andrew took them off me..and broke them LOL snapped the sides XD Once we got to westfield..me and Carmen took Ray's camera and went to the toilets..camerawhored for a while in there..REALLY big mirrors~ keke. Then we went to accessorize and looked for clips and earrings..the others met us in there..then we split again and we went into river island. Carmen bought a shirt, hat and socks~ then we went into marks and spencer and went to the cafe to get something to eat..Carmen got a sandwich and then we also bought a toffee cake~ sat at the back and ate and took pictures~ mainly of the food keke. After we finished eating we were waiting for the rest to meet us..Andrew finally got out and came to the cafe..then Kevin, Ray and Masa came and we stayed for a while before going to apple store..but on the way Carmen went into boots because she was being paranoid from not having much make up on..bought concealer then went to the toilets again so she could put it on~ got to apple store and camerawhored again with Carmen and Andrew..took 40 pics ahahs xD uploaded them on facebook whilst we were there..then since westfield was going to close soon..we just left~ got to charing cross around 6.30 and just went home early..haven't done much since..looked at shops and surveys on soompi...someone was selling mikki's star earrings like..2 years ago >< planning to get the mix-style star headphones..hopefully i did well on chinese gcse..might be able to get out £20 from my mum and dad so i'll have enough to get them~ really tired...uploaded some pictures i had of today..just waiting for the 180+ photos that we took on Ray's SLR ^___^ really want to get one..but they're so expensive >__< so tired..ima go sleep nows~ hopefully i'll be able to sleep for longer and not get up so early..XD

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