No, no..omg no. This fic is actually getting to me, i've just read the end of chapter 31 and damn, it's so heartbreaking..just earlier i read this part and thought it was so sweet, in a weird way..but still sweet.

“No, you really did that. You murmured something in your sleep and got up. I thought you were awake and I asked if you were getting better but you didn’t say anything and just came down onto the floor and wrapped your arms around me and then slept on my chest. It was actually kinda scary because you lifted up my shirt and kept smoothing your hands over my abs,” he smiled coyly, “That was when I knew you had a thing for my stomach. You wouldn’t stop molesting it until you fell asleep.”

But just at the end of the chapter, everything's changed...it feels like a relationship that was so perfect just before, everything working out, a dream date going well, it all changes...violence, hatred and killer instincts took over and there's a complete mess. What the hell.

I need to read on..chapter 32 now, then there's chapter 33...then i'll have to wait for updates. It's going to kill me to wait for these updates...in the past few days all i've had on my mind is this fic, and the wish for a fanfic life..

The first part of chapter 32, i've just read it...and it's even more heartbreaking, i actually spilt a few tears...i can't believe it's happening..how a relationship can be broken so quickly, just because of something that couldn't be controlled. Because of someone else a perfect relationship was broken.

Wow..she's back..haha, whoever's reading this probably won't understand what i'm on about..but that someone else is actually back. Completely killing the love story that was once there, now i have one more chapter to read..and i think i'll finish it now before going to sleep..

It's 4.15am, and i have finally finished chapter 33 of welcome to the underworld, and damn. The main guy, never fails to amaze me, the end of that chapter really has left me wanting a heck of a load more. Too bad i'll have to wait.

Happiness, tears, love, anger and shock. All of those emotions went through me at some point whilst reading these few chapters.

Labels: love, thoughts