I love you, I'm locked, I'm hurt, I'm going crazy.
Thursday, 27 August 2009
Today was quite rushed really...woke up at 12pm thinking it was still early because i didn't get a wake up call from Carmen..(wanted to go up central early and play pump whilst troc was still empty..but then when we go there, there were too many people so i didn't wanna play anymore)..ran downstairs with my phone in my hand and looked for the post, wasn't there..so i went to eat breakfast and texted whilst i ate, Karishma was texting me about not recieving our results, Vic was texting me about how he was tired in school, and Carmen rung me when i texted her saying 'Omg carmen you didnt wake me up!' she thought i was joking around when i told her last night to ring me at 11am and wake me up haha, after eating i went to wash my hair..rushed like mad cos i wanted a lift from my mum..but then she needed to get to work, so i let her go instead. Was going to be late anyways, so i took my time styling my hair and decided to curl it~ turned out alright but i think it made me look younger..T___T probably cos i tied it to the side aswell. I swear i waited for over half an hour for the damn bus, and then because of the diversion i ended up missing the train, and making Andrew and Jason miss it with me..sorry guys ^^'' played big2 on the train going to cannon street, then switched at london bridge to go to charing cross. Met up with Jenny and Crystal in traf, then Andrew and Jason went to troc, Crystal stayed with some other people and me and Jenny went to HK diner so i could get some 冻柠茶 then we went to kfc so Jenny could eat, then everyone came to meet us in kfc...then me, Jenny and Carmen went to boots, Jenny bought some water, i bought paracetamol and Carmen bought £63.something worth of makeup haha, and the points went onto my card XD so now i have 1044 points on my card that belongs to Carmen :) and we got these cute ribbons with a key on it for free :D went over to traf to meet everyone..played big2 for a while and hacked peoples phones~ then we headed to st.james park and sat around a bit whilst Carmen and Crystal pigged out, and Jordan downed vokda...and got seriously pissed..and it was only 3pm haha. He was so drunk though, standing up then collapsing on the floor, and talking so much crap, was hilarious at the start xD but then he got scratches and stuff from falling around everywhere, and he kept laying about and shouting and stuff, so we took him over to the side and got him to sit on a chair and tried to get him to sleep..but he just kept talking..then Jenny and Louie started screwing at eachother..then everything just getting hectic..Jenny wanted to ring Jordan's mum, but then the guys were saying about how strict his parents are. There were these other guys there too..earlier on they kinda ran straight over to us..knocked me over and i like..flew? -__- pfft, then later one of them completely dropped his pants to the floor? i was thinking whatthefuck?...and then KY liked my perfume so he kept smelling me hahah. Left at around 7pm as always, train journey felt so long..camerawhored a bit near the beginning before loads of people got on, haha..got home at 8pm..had dinner and asked my mum if she could extend my curfew a bit so i could get the fast train..but she was like 'no.' and when i said just half an hour longer she was still like 'no.' pfffft. so gay. came online and looked on this blog..some of the pictures on the layout weren't showing up because of exceeded bandwidth, so then i changed my theme~ i quite like this one, small and simple ^^~ now i need to make banners for the Cynosure You've Got Family project. Also really liking the song 여자가 있어도 by Brown Eyed Girls~
i'm ok even if you have another girl
it's ok even if you have another girl
whoever it is, it's ok
even if i'm not your one and only
my heart that's beyond repair
only knows you
even if i know how you feel
i can't do anything about it
my heart must be crazy
i like you
i really like you
yes (yes) it's ok if you (you) have another girl
it may seem foolish but you're my one and only'
really you are
it's ok, even if it hurts, i'll love you
the warm sunlight spills through
you are shining brilliantly underneath it
i want to be together with you and that smile
no matter who else is by your side..
my foolish head does not
listen to me again
even if i know that it's an unrequited love
i can't stop it
my heart must be crazy
i like you
i really like you
yes (yes) it's ok if you (you) have another girl
it may seem foolish but you're my one and only'
really you are
it's ok, even if it hurts, i'll love you
even though i tell myself not to go there, i shouldn't
my heart calls for you again
without a single sound
calling you softly (telling you to look at me)
i call you again (telling you that i love you)
one day I cry and then the next, I laugh
my heart can't endure it anymore.
if my heart didn't possess your love
this love won't end
can't you hold me one more time
the words that you can't hear, i love you
really, i only love you
yes (yes) it's ok if you (you) have another girl
it may seem foolish but you're my one and only'
really you are
it's ok, even if it hurts, i'll love you
Labels: camerawhore, friends, music, summer