/ abstraction; this is my dream.
You're my true love.
Friday, 31 July 2009

Didn't blog yesterday..and now i can't actually remember what i did...probably because i didn't do anything except watch up to episode 8 of burning flames 3 :D it's so good, like..omg. BOSCO WONG<3 KEVIN CHEUNG<3 yumyumyum. keke~ wednesday night i finished the cynosure family project gifts too..posted under the cut~ i think the icons were okay..wallpaper failed..i think i'll just do banners next time..and possibly a poster since im best at those 2..feel like making a tr..but i ditch them too much so therse no point...holiday in 3 days~~ i wanna go out tomorrow..but my mums not letting me because she's scared i'll catch swine flu before we go on holiday..then i wont be able to get on the plane. -____- stupid swineflu..kills my summer..making me go out less when i wanted to go out loads. Bored nows..not really doing much except for being on facebook and talking to Andrew on msn..everyone's out tomorrow omg T__T i wanna go out~ bleh.

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Even if I look at you again, you are my love.
Thursday, 30 July 2009

Went to central today..woke up later than usual again..11am ^__^ was getting ready and stuff but i ended up being late..had to wait more that 20mins for a 229 aswell, so i missed a lot of trains..ended up getting a fast train to charing cross..got there at 2pm, 1 hours late >< met Carmen, Rex and his friend..me and Carmen went to oxford..saw Vietanh, Kamen and Joyce aswell..on the way we went to troc and played pump..fail ^___^ first time playing though xD Carmen cleared 1TYM's Hot on crazy o____o and random people were filming us...LOL after we went to get sushi and sat in costa to eat&drink, when we finished, Carmen realised she lost her camera, so we went back into troc to check if it was there, luckily it was still sitting by pump. Then we went to oxford..went to claires and i bought a pair of bow clips~ then we went into h&m so i could return a pair of leggings, then we were looking around abit..got to the glasses section, and i was trying a pair on..when i put it back i looked at Carmen and she had a pair in her hands with no labels on it..and earlier we were talking about 偷嘢 from expo XD but then i really wanted a pair too..so i got her to take off the labels for me and then we walked out holding the receipt from the refund..xD went back to troc after, met up with Rex and Roxanne again..then we went to traf but it was raining so we stood by the black gates instead, Masa and her friend Tamara came aswell..then Louie and Leo came..and Kevin came aswell..then we all went to troc again, met up with Andrew..then him and Shakz played pump~ then everyone just went to the pool tables since Kevin and Rex were playing..Giles came aswell then it was Louie and Giles playing..with Carmen taking random turns in between xD then Andrew started getting really pissed off cos Tamara put on his hoodie..and he doesn't even know her properly..and because she was kinda 丑样..he got really pissed and wore Kevin's coat for the rest of the time instead..then Rex ended up taking his hoodie xD went to traf after..sat there..some people played cards..me and Carmen camerawhored a bit..then we just sat down talking to people..had to leave early as always..this time Rex came with me though..said bye to people then left~ won't get to see everyone until 15th nows T___T blehs.

Burning Flames 3 isnt starting until next week >__< so ima just watch the first 10 episodes online so i'll be on track to watch it when i get back from spain~

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I love you..I promise..
Sunday, 26 July 2009

Today i woke up at 6.35am..but then went to sleep again until around 9am..last night Carmen organised going to westfield..washed my hair and got ready..and ate a BIG bowl of 云吞面~ filled me up so much i couldn't even finish it..ended up being late meeting people..but Kevin was the only one who was actually there so it was alright ^___^ went to hk cafe and sat there whilst we waited..Carmen and Ray came and we got drinks and just stayed in there taking pictures for a while..rung up Andrew and he said he'll be out at 2.30 or 3 the latest..lies. xD We went over to the big mirror around the corner and camerawhored for ages ^__^'' waited for Masa to come aswell, must've taken like..50 pictures there already xD went to the station and headed to westfield..camerawhored a bit on the way aswell..where there were those round mirrors in the corners...XD SLR<3 I really want to get one..but no money T__T wore Kevin's headphones for most of the day..until Andrew took them off me..and broke them LOL snapped the sides XD Once we got to westfield..me and Carmen took Ray's camera and went to the toilets..camerawhored for a while in there..REALLY big mirrors~ keke. Then we went to accessorize and looked for clips and earrings..the others met us in there..then we split again and we went into river island. Carmen bought a shirt, hat and socks~ then we went into marks and spencer and went to the cafe to get something to eat..Carmen got a sandwich and then we also bought a toffee cake~ sat at the back and ate and took pictures~ mainly of the food keke. After we finished eating we were waiting for the rest to meet us..Andrew finally got out and came to the cafe..then Kevin, Ray and Masa came and we stayed for a while before going to apple store..but on the way Carmen went into boots because she was being paranoid from not having much make up on..bought concealer then went to the toilets again so she could put it on~ got to apple store and camerawhored again with Carmen and Andrew..took 40 pics ahahs xD uploaded them on facebook whilst we were there..then since westfield was going to close soon..we just left~ got to charing cross around 6.30 and just went home early..haven't done much since..looked at shops and surveys on soompi...someone was selling mikki's star earrings like..2 years ago >< planning to get the mix-style star headphones..hopefully i did well on chinese gcse..might be able to get out £20 from my mum and dad so i'll have enough to get them~ really tired...uploaded some pictures i had of today..just waiting for the 180+ photos that we took on Ray's SLR ^___^ really want to get one..but they're so expensive >__< so tired..ima go sleep nows~ hopefully i'll be able to sleep for longer and not get up so early..XD

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Not knowing my heart.
Saturday, 25 July 2009

At home nows~ slept really well last night~ would've gotten up a bit later but everyone was awake already..so i thought i'd might aswell get up too. Got ready to go out straight away..went to the golf course place so Oliver could play golf..me, my auntie and my mum went inside and had breakfast. It was so pretty there~ outside you could see the golf course the grass was really green and there were cute flowers on the side and butterflies flying about~ inside was really nice aswell, it looked like a furniture store..really nice sofas places around with nice pillows, they were really comfortable aswell, the room was really spacious and then there was the big tables with a fat chair xD really comfortable when you're eating. Ate an english breakfast..bacon, sausage, beans, eggs, tomato and toast~ was really nice, but really filling..XD afterwards, we went to brent cross, bought loads of stuff ^____^ my mummy bought me a pretty ring, a hollister tshirt, shorts and socks from river island and shoes from dune, and my auntie bought me a cardigan from zara~ altogether £103.79 was spent on me keke ^________^

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Don't say you love me if you're not quite sure if you'll take it back.
Friday, 24 July 2009

At my cousins..got here around 3..played river flows in you on their pretty white piano ^____^~ got my hair cut aswell..i showed my auntie a picture of the ulzzang Mikki, and said to do her hair. I think it turned out quite nice~ keke, it's thinner now aswell, so much easier to style and straighten. I always use the pc here..since they have another one upstairs and my older cousin is out, and the younger one is on the pc downstairs..so i get to use this one ^__^ was watching family outing..continuing from this morning..but there was a part missing T__T always happens..blehs. I set my facebook status as 'don't say you love me if you're not quite sure if you'll take it back~' and then i got some nice replies~ ahahs~

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Lingering is your voice.
Thursday, 23 July 2009

Went up central today, got up quite early like always..washed my hair and stuff, wore my new shorts ^__^ was gonna do my hair slightly curly..try-to-be-ulzzang style..but then it wasn't really working so i gave up and put my hair in plaits~ when i was getting ready..these little kids kept throwing a ball into my garden..had to go out TEN times to throw it back over the wall -___- took my time leaving..got to abbey wood station and JUST missed a train -__- ended up meeting with Rex and going with him..got to central..walked to traf and found everyone there, and for once Kelvin was out o___o i was surprised to see him out so early..Jess and Cindy were there too<3 I was kinda blanking Kevin again..xD gave Jess a hug..and then Kevin wanted one but i ignored him and gave Kelvin a hug instead XD played big2 with Kamen, Joyce and Jess..then with Kevin aswell. Rex kept standing next to me when i was sitting...really had an urge to punch him down below xD then he threw a lolly wrapper at me..then we kind of started playfighting..then he kind of locked me with his legs..-__- everyone was switching cardigans aswell..Cindy wore Rex's, Kamen wore Cindy's and then Rex tried on Kamen's..but he looked REALLY gay in it..Mr Manfredi style. LOL. Anthony kept reminded me that Jenny has my glasses >< so i didn't have any today..i wore Cindy's instead though ^__^ got Jess to pwn my phone aswell~ love you jatlui<3 Carmen came out late today..everyone already left to go to troc but some of us were still there..when Carmen got to traf we all went to troc and went over to pump. Andrew came and was just kind of walking about..had to ask for my hug -___- after Jess played pump, her, Cindy and i went outside to get a drink and walk about a bit cos it was really hot inside, i got an aloe vera drink<3~ After, we went back in and people were playing MT3, took a few pictures..Andrew downed the rest of my drink -___- and then we went to sit on the stairs..Rex and Carmen came back with KFC and people were just messing around and talking..Vietanh came aswell..he completely ignored me though -___- didn't realise i was there untill i went over to him and Jess to give Jess her bag. None of us saw the 'Do not sit on the stairs' sign right next to us..till the security guard came over and pointed at it XD we all went back to traf to sit around again..on the way me, Jess and Cindy went to mcdees..Jess got a chicken nugget meal whilst Cindy got a mcflurry and treated me to one aswell ^___^ love you daughter<3 we sat on the other side of the lions and ate and talked before going around the other side where everyone else was..sat down by Kelvin and wore his headphones ^^ then started walking around at the bottom..people started to cwalk..someone breakdanced..sat back down on the side and was just sitting there really..then since we were bored..me and Jess put make up on Kelvin ^__^ drew all over his face keke, was worse that Nick's o__o Went to sit down again after that, Andrew sat next to me and we were just talking about what time i had to leave and stuff..started taking pics again..then Andrew asked for my camera and for once in forever we got a picture together o__o the wind kind of fucked it up though -__- so i took the camera and took another pic together. Carmen took my camera and started taking random pictures aswell..some people went to camden to buy chicken..me and Carmen went to the toilet..took more pics and then I had to leave..couldn't find Jess or Cindy so i didn't get to say bye to them..went to charing cross and didn't have to rush for my train ^^ got home 1 minute early ^__^ and my mum didn't suspect that i went to central, she thought i just stayed in greenwich park the whole time. Asked my mum about changing my name aswell..she was slightly pissed about that..said 'me and your dad gave you that name' in a serious/angry tone. -___- pffft. Zoe = fail name. She could've atleast given me a good chinese name then..both names fail. -__-

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River flows in you.
Tuesday, 21 July 2009

didn't do much today..woke up around 10 and played ds for an hour and a half i think? then got up and went on the pc for a while..ate breakfast then went back upstairs and started to learn river flows in you..now i've learnt all of it except the left hand..since my keyboards too small to play both hands at the same time..and i fail at playing with both hands..ahahs xD got tomorrows day sorted out~ have to gong dai wa and say that im going to greenwich park -__-'' don't really want to..but i really wanna go to central..and my mums being mean and saying i can't go up central that much because of swine flu..when i asked her is the only reason why she's not letting me out to central because of swine? and she said yes -__- so atleast that means when swine flu is gone..then she doesn't have a reason to stop me from going up central ^___^ nothing else to say..hope i don't get caught tomorrow >< aigoo.

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Where are you wrong?
Monday, 20 July 2009

Today i woke up really early..didn't sleep for long since i got into bed around 3..and played ds until 5 and then slept til 8/9 xD heard the tv on downstairs, so i went to ask my mum if i could go out today, she asked me where i was going and i told her i was going to central..then because of the whole swine flu thing she said i could only go to central once this week..either today, or wednesday..but i really wanted to go today so i just went out..met up with Jason at station..he was late though, so we got a later train and he would've missed it if he didn't run xD we just played big2 on the train..i kept winning ^__^ got to london bridge and switched trains to get to charing cross..Aaron, Alex and Alfred were already there, so we were just waiting for Carmen, Kevin and Louie. Carmen came a while later..we were sitting next to some hukgwai that smelt and kept taking off his shoe..eurgh. Kevin came soon..and then we went to traf to meet with Louie, apparantly when we were leaving the hukgwai called Carmen a sket =O we got to trafalgar and waited a while until Louie got there..was heading over to boots next, on the way we stopped at pret a manger so Carmen could get a wrap..the guys played big2 whilst she ate..then we carried on walking. Got to boots..looked through makeup and stuff and Carmen bought some stuff~ went to Zara next since there was a sale..we were looking through the cardigans and i found one that i REALLY liked, but it was a large..and looks massive on me -___-'' i found a skirt i really liked aswell..but there wasnt a small enough size for me. I didn't end up buying anything from there even though i found a nice yellow cardigan~ wasn't sure about buying it..but i decided to save money instead. Next, we went to h&m i bought quite a lot there because i had to get stuff for my mummy~ got her leggings and 3 long tops..cost around £43 altogether even though she only gave me £20 for her stuff..xD when she tried them on she didn't really like one of the tops though, so she's gonna refund that one xD i got myself a skirt, sport shorts for holiday..and a really nice pair of high waisted shorts<3 they were a size 6 though, so i wasn't sure if i would fit my fat arse into them..but i bought them anyways since it was on sale..and when i tried them on at home they fit ^____^ everything together, including my mum's stuff costed just under £62 ahahs..luckily i had enough out with me..went to china town afterwards..cafe hk and just sat in the for a while taking pictures until i had to leave to go home..walked over to charing cross and had enough time to get on my train~ just played ds for most of the journey..but then i started to get a headache so i gave up and just listened to music..

mianhada. I just had to be like that to stop the people around..why do i think what you said is aimed at me? i guess it's better though..unless if it destroys everything..

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I'm looking for that someone, could you be for me?
Sunday, 19 July 2009

This morning i got up quite early, still used to school times..stayed in bed until around 8..then i got up and went to the toilet..was planning to go back to sleep..but i ended up going on the pc and started watching a drama..quite good, watched an episode and a bit before having to go and get ready to go out..ate breakfast and washed my hair..kind of styled it so it was slightly curlyish =/ got out on time and didn't miss my train either..was on the phone to Joyce for the first half of the journey..then i was on the phone to Kamen..was just talking to her whilst i was at charing cross waiting for Jenny..when she got there we went to troc first to look for a bag. I saw quite a few nice ones..some looked too big though, then i saw a mickey mouse one that was quite cute, so i was planning to get that but went around to look at others instead..forgot to look around the basement -__-'' went over to the sticker photos place and looked at the bags downstairs from there..some were really cute but too big..so we went back to troc and to where the mickey mouse bag was..but then i wanted to get a hello kitty bag instead and i saw a cute hello kitty one in the same store, so i went and bought that one instead, was just £12 so i had money to use for the day~ went to the temple to see if anyone was there yet..Jason kinda came up from the other side..and we were just sitting there for a while..Jenny wanted Jason's phone..but he was lying and saying that he didn't have one..so i went and rang him and he actually went and got his phone out LOL, but Jenny didn't see properly >< Kevin came afterwards, and we rung up Andrew to see where he was then ended up going to trafalgar to play cards..when we got there we saw Jordan and some other people who were waiting for everyone else to go to Westfield, we just sat by the lions and played big2 for ages~ some people came a bit after..then Jordan etc went to westfield, whilst some others stayed with us. Went to sticker photos after.. took quite nice pics except for the last few mugshots LOL afterwards, i had to leave and everyone was being gay trying to get Yip to take me to station -__- in the end it was mainly me, Giles, Jason and Kevin a head of everyone else speedwalking to charing cross..managed to get there 2 mins before the train left, was on the phone to Kamen for most of the journey until her mum started screwing at her LOL. Got a 229 back home..got back at 6.40~ not late, not grounded (Y) kept getting into bed at random times today..must've slept quite a few times already..slept a bit just now too xD now ima actually go to sleep~~

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Break free, taking back my control.
Saturday, 18 July 2009

Last day of school today, was good..normal stuff at school..ended up going to the front of the hall to collect my player of the tournament certificate LOL. After school Kamen, Florence and I went to chinatown..took sticker photos, got Kamen's phone unlocked and then we spent the rest of the day walking up and down oxford st trying to find a bag..ended up just refunding my other one and that was it...bought perfume aswell from perfume addict, £30 for the devil wears perfume, then 6 free..we all split and paid £10 each..and then the extra perfume we were planning to sell..but it's hard to sell it -__-'' bought a lot of ling sik aswell..is meant to be for holiday..but my dad said it's not enough so he said just eat them and he'll go and buy more LOL~ so yeah..pocky and ha tiw for me! :D nothing much to say really...just went home, ate dinner, went on pc..read Jess' blog >< and sorted out plans for tomorrow../later today o___o

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I'll steal both of your eyes' gazes and spill them in my heart.
Thursday, 16 July 2009

oops..forgot to blog for the past few days..

Tried to pull an allnighter on sunday night..had to get my english, geography and chemistry done..ended up doing all of my english and half of my geography but then i fell asleep. LOL

Yesterday was enterprize day, got into groups and created an outfit from materials the school provided..i think ours went quite well~
In the past few days i haven't really been getting on with my mother either..she was shouting at me because of my attitude again..didn't talk for around two days..now shes actually going to let me out, and is giving me money..but i have to be back earlier this saturday..atleast it's only one day..she said she wanted to ground me..so she's just going to ground me for 1hour..which is simply just making me come home an hour early..LOL.

Today was the last day of lessons, didn't do much at all...wrote more of my original writing coursework in the first lesson of english, then in the second we watched Lost In Austen, then in rs we were given work..but everyone just left it and talked the whole lesson, in german we watched a weird film..it was about some girls trying to stop hen slaughter? and it was in german..with german subtitles..so i barely understood any of it. Double lesson of biology last, watched The Others, was quite good, slightly scary and it was really dark..didn't get to finish it though :(

Last day of school tomorrow! Hopefully the weather will be good..just now it was raining, with thunder and lightning >< i need to return my bag tomorrow as well, and then go shopping for a new bag..blehs. Painted my nails as well...but the texture is really bad..stupid air bubbles..i need new nail varnish ><

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Again, I spent the whole day gripping onto my phone.
Monday, 13 July 2009

Tried to pull an allnighter last night, must've fell asleep a few times then after around 4.30am i gave up and slept, only ended up finishing my english and doing half of my geography. Woke up at 6.40am and got ready for school..camerawhored a bit aswell LOL. Got into school at 8.45am, just in time for registration, german was first..was okay..just boring and Mr Symes was trying to act all nice because Mr Manfredi was watching the lesson. In english i had to do my coursework assignment, did okay but then because i didn't had quotes Mrs Ralph stopped me and said i could carry on tomorrow~ didn't do much in ict..mainly texted Jess throughout it and talking to Kamen on playtalk, in geography we were in the ict room, doing the excel package for our coursework..was boring..soompi was on maintenance aswell..and Kamen wasn't on playtalk..and Jess stopped replying. Lol. Double physics wasn't too bad, did an experiment for most of the lesson, then a bit of work and writing, then a quiz..got home and went on pc..facebook as always..photoshopped a picture after camerawhoring for ages..really need to stop that. Was talking to Kamen and we were talking about what her mum was telling her about kwai mui, and she said this to me, which i thought was hilarious; 'shes telling me not to be friends with ugly people' LMFAO. Watched a good episode of Rosy Business, whilst riding the exercise bike~ Mainly it from today, didn't do any work except a tiny bit more of my original writing for english..started it in class..so far it's like this;

"Sarang, don't do it" his voice was dry and shaky, the cold object pressed against his head sent shivers down his spine.

"How do you expect me to let you go after five long years of searching for the man who was always right by my side? You lied to me Sangwoo, you lied to me when you promised you'd always tell me the truth." On the verge of tears my voice started to sound high pitched. I felt my heart tensing, freezing and feeling like it was turning into stone, cold and hard.

"I'm sorry," Sangwoo stopped talking, I heard him breathe heavily as if a rope was tied around him.

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I feel it all day, smiles without sincerity.
Sunday, 12 July 2009

Good day today, just kind of tiring..woke up really early but tried going back to sleep..got up around 8, ate breakfast and got ready to go out..left the house at 10...was on time and everything but somehow managed to miss the train..got a train going to cannon st instead and then got on Joyce's train to get to charing cross..met up with Kamen, went to china town so she could get cha siw bao, and then troc so Joyce could try to find a present for her cousin, didn't end up buying one..went to oxford street so i could buy a bag, ended up buying one from miss selfridge, didn't really wanna get a black one..but the purple looked kind of weird =/ went to find Jenny, Jess and Cindy in troc..stayed there for a while then walked around to china town, then traf..went to soho sq aswell and then Joyce and Jess were playing on the piano there..but then some girl came along, and stopped Jess playing by asking to go on..so we let her and we were about to leave, but then went back because Jess wanted to play more..then that girl was asking us what the bubble tea was, and even asked for my snacks..

her: 'oh, what's that?'
us: 'bubble tea'
her: 'where did you get it?'
us: 'china town'
her: 'what's in it? is it bubble gum'
us: 'err..no..'
-later on-
her: 'what are those ball things?'
us: 'dunno.'
her: 'is it chocolate?'
us: 'no.'
her: 'is it raisins?'
us: 'no.'

her: 'what are those?'
me: 'some biscuit thingys..'
her: 'can i try one?'
me: 'erm..okay...-hands her one-'
her: 'what's in it?'
me: 'chocolate...'
-later on-
her: 'can i have another one?'
me: 'erm..well i need to save them for my parents..im not actually meant to be eating them...'

then she even asked for our age..i was thinking 我同你好friend啊? ahahs, so i told her 'my mum said never to tell people my name..and age..and personal details..sorry' LMFAO. Went to cafe de hk and played ds for a while before we got chucked out...stood outside for a while then everyone went to sticker photos and Kamen went home, stayed at sticker photos for a while..some people took pics whilst me and some other people just sat around taking random pictures~ went to trafalgar sq aswell..started to rain again..and people started to have a mini water fight? Lol. Jenny was kinda fighting Andrew..then i joined aswell..but then Andrew ended up like..flipping me? -__-..went to troc after, watched some people play pump then went to the basement and played big2 for a bit..stayed there for a while..Kelvin came down drenched in sweat..LOL. Then we were told to move from there so we went back up and stayed around the ddr area..then me, Jenny and Carmen started to put eyeliner, eye shadow and mascara on Nick LOL, then everyone was drawing all over his face, neck and arms ahahahs. When i had to leave, i was meant to go with Rex since he was planning to go back the same time as me..but he stayed for longer instead so i went back myself..Crystal came with me to china town to buy something first, then took me to charing cross, got there just in time for me to get on the train~ got to abbey wood around 8.10pm, just missed the 229 and the next one came at half past, so i got on the b11 instead, and i was the last person on the bus, and i was thinking 'what if the driver wouldn't let me off?' and then he really didn't! drove straight past the bus stop and then a girl was running for the bus at the next stop and he wasn't slowing down so i was like 'oh shit oh shit' but then some man stuck out his hand and got on, so then i was actually able to get off XD was kind of scary though ahahs, walked back home and got in around 8.30pm, surprisingly my mum didn't ground me..and didn't screw at me much either~

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My heart begins to hurt, I guess it still loves you.
Friday, 10 July 2009

Today, i woke up with aches and pains in my legs, arms, arse and across my stomach..stupid rounders. Was texting Kamen in the morning, then asked my mum if i could take the day off since there was nothing important going on today, but she didn't let me ffs. Took my time getting ready..was eating breakfast slowly aswell and my mum offered to take me to school..so i just walked around upstairs until it was time to leave. Got to school earlier..first lesson was maths, just did some trial and improvement revision, the class was quite small because of sports day, had ICT after, that class was even smaller..looked through my coursework..noted down some things..then it was break. Had double business after, i ended up texting Kamen being like 'where are you?' and she told me she was in bexley village..she ended up being kinda late to the lesson and used the 'i had an appointment' excuse..when she was actually at home doing her history coursework xD did nothing in business..just ended up talking to Kamen and messing about on the pc...lunch was kind of long..tried to sleep but didn't work too well..did rest a bit though~ last two lessons were replaced with going out to watch the sports day events. It was so hot outside..wanted to sleep but there was no room to lie down so i was pretty much leaning over myself trying to sleep in a weird sitting up position..managed to get out of school early..got bus up to bexley heath..walked around a bit then waited for the bus..saw Winnie and Anna aswell..got on 401..stayed downstairs since it was so packed..the hukgwais upstairs were being gay..some girl was getting off and once she got half way down the stairs, she got drenched by some people..and i don't even think it was water..it was probably lemonade or something..eurgh, and i got hit by a skittle? they were throwing them around, and one fell and hit me..luckily i moved away before the lemonade thing..then loads of people started getting drenched when they were getting off..loads of screaming aswell. I was on the phone to Joyce the whole time and she could hear all the screaming and stuff ahahs. Got home..went on the pc for a while since dinner wasn't ready..after eating i went back on the pc..same as usual..took a nice long bath and washed my hair, watched rosy business, did some online shopping..looking for a bag to buy tomorrow. Talked to Jenny for a while on msn..and Kevin, and talking to Kamen right now..and kind of talking to Andrew aswell..gonna sleep in a mins..body still aches from yesterday..aigoo ><

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Take it slow, follow the rhythm.
Thursday, 9 July 2009

Last night i was texting Joyce for a while, but then she went to sleep so i did aswell. Got up around 6.40am today, did 50 leg raises before getting out of bed, got ready for school and took my time eating breakfast, got out and took the 229 to school..had the rounders interform tournament today, was quite good, for our first match Miss Greener kept telling me i was bowling well keke, but i swear i just kept getting worse, didn't give out any half rounders from no balls, except in the last game against 10.7 i gave them a whole rounder from no balls..so bad. Fucked up the left side of my hip aswell, don't know how or why but it really hurts at times..when we were playing against 10.4 someone hit the ball and it was aimed at me, hit my arm really hard..but i had to keep playing to get the person out, started going red afterwards, and now it just hurts when i touch it...bleh. Good thing about rounders, the A team (which is the team i was on) won all of our games, even against 10.7 which is always our very competitive match, we beat them 5-2½ and I actually helped to score 2 of those rounders? I think..ahahs. Was texting Jess throughout the tournament aswell..but then she stopped replying..Lol. When we got back in and got changed etc, the teachers read out the names of the people who they thought played exceptionally well, in my form for the B team Joyce, Vanesha, Jenny and Beatrice were named, and for the A team, Penny and I were named, then for the overall player of the tournament was me~ ahahs, i wasn't expecting it because normally it's always Liz, or Penny or someone who actually takes PE or attends loads of clubs haha. Then also, the B team came 6th ahahas, but A team, for once actually won the whole thing~ even better since it's the last interform tournament we're ever going to have, and we won!~ keke. Had quite a few people saying 'congrats for player of the tournament' to me, seemed weird ahahs. Didn't do any warmups or cooldowns, now my legs hurt from running so much, eurgh.

Double biology was boring, slept through some of it aswell, and since i was so tired, my handwriting went really bad when i was doing the work..just did a few sheets, and then no-one was really doing anything..Mr Harstad didn't make us write any notes and stuff, so it was actually quite an easy lesson. School finished, went up to broadway to get the bus, managed to get the earlier 401 today..didn't ring Joyce cos i was too busy listening to 2NE1 LOL.
& a quote I like from today..

- kyau;x ツ . thirtynine . HK'09 ;D says:
*omdays, MY DAD is singing thats not my name by the tingtings xD

LMFAO. Kamen just randomly said that to me, and personally i think it's hilarious. Rosy business soon..gonna take a shower now~

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Can you please take away all the promises you made?
Wednesday, 8 July 2009

Got up later today again..took my time getting ready for school..didn't want to eat my breakfast so i just had a lemon cake slice and walked out. I could've gotten the 601, but I decided to wait for a 401 instead, but none were coming and i didn't want to have to rush like I did yesterday because my leg kinda fucked up and then i couldn't walk properly..so i just got on the 229 and got to school later than i usually would, but earlier than yesterday. Had double physics first, was quite an easy lesson, most of it was messing around with the plastic balls pretending to be in a circuit..watching jelly spin around and hit people LOL and building high paper towers with a3 sheets of paper and 1m of celotape..i was really hungry aswell since i barely had any breakfast..got sweets at the end of the lesson though~ Prize giving took up 3rd lesson, and for ICT i had a cover, so i spent the lesson on the internet, soompi was on daily maintenance, so i went on other sites, found out about playtalk, so i signed up for that and then invited a few people to use it. Last double was geography, got all off my sphere of influence maps drawn out, now i just need to get a compass that stretches to 16cm? and colour them in, and then do everything that i havent done for the cw. Went up broadway, Kamen bought her heels..when i got on the bus i rang Joyce, talked on the phone until she got home, i was nearly back by that time. Started pouring down with rain, luckily i had my umbrella with me, didn't get really wet, just my legs were a bit damp. Got home and had a nice dinner, taught my dad how to get onto his email..went on facebook and playtalk, photoshopped two things for Heidi and Justin, washed my hair, watched rosy business, downloaded 2NE1's new album and finally extracted SNSD's album..have to say i was disappointed with SNSD's..i can only say i like genie and etude..but for 2NE1, i love every single song on it, especially In The Club and Let's Go PARTY, from the titles they sound really upbeat and dancey, but they're actually quite emotional, a really nice tune, not very fast, but still has a good beat. Really like those songs<3
In the club, tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, just like the way you were with that girl
I'll love easily

In the club tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, please embrace my painful scars too
So that only for tonight, I'd be able to forget you

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Each day I need your love.
Tuesday, 7 July 2009

boring day, got up later..took my time getting ready..got the late 401, killed my feet speedwalking to the busstop in bh and into school..turns out my form were still sitting outside..had assembly, then debriefing for 4 lessons..so long seriously..dr.lodwich started screwing at me because of the origami on my desk..she was like 'you have time to be folding origami?' and i was like 'it's not mine..my friend gave it to me' LOL pffft. JOYCE! german was boring..just went through coursework again..then had rounders..didn't bring my kit so i had to borrow the schools..bad feeling LOL so me and kamen wore our tights underneath..felt really weird though. my playing was so bad today..i completely missed bowling the first ball..went straight over the person..something i've NEVER done LOL. half way through it started to rain, so everyone ran back inside..the other class came in later completely drenched LOL. then it was coming down really heavily, some of the school was actually flooded..outside you couldn't even get to the main building without walking through the water..but i stayed in the science block instead XD rung up my dad to pick me up, whilst i was waiting me, kamen and joyce camerawhored..went to the music block for a while aswell..then my dad came, we took joyce and kamen back..and then the rest of my day was the same as always. pictures of today...

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Finally I realised that I'm nothing without you.
Saturday, 4 July 2009

Today I woke up around 9.30am, text Kamen back then went to sleep again..got up and got ready to go out, ate breakfast, walked over to the corner shop to buy a travel card..got back home then left to go to Louise's. Got there straight after Becky, waited for Chess then we got some food together then went over to the shop to buy some sweets and drinks, was waiting at the busstop for a bus to get to hall place..but once a bus actually came, I left and went to bexley station to go up west. Met Kamen and Joyce in traf after trying to work out where they were..also half died going to traf because of the smokers there. Was constantly ringing people to find out where we were meant to meet up, rung Jess but she didn't answer so I rung Jenny but she wasn't coming out, then I rung Andrew but he wasn't picking up either, rung Jess again and she told me that she was on her way there with Cindy, rung Andrew again and he gave me some details and stuff, he gave my number to Jordan after, and then Jordan rung me giving more details. Rex was there with us aswell..then a few more people turned up. Me, Kamen, Joyce and Kevin all left to go and get bubble tea after a while, we were trying to see how much money Kevin had. Haha. Went into seewoo so Joyce could buy something, finally got to HK diner and we all got taro bubble tea, with Kevin paying for all of us~ keke. except Kamen paid him back after. Walked around a bit and was heading to troc but then Kamen had to go, and she wanted to take Joyce but I wanted Joyce to stay, ended up going to japan center first and buying sushi, then Joyce and Kamen actually left, me and Kevin went to troc and met up with his friends. Ended up walking around to find a piano for Jordan to perform at, went inside a mall and he played a few songs, KY was talking to me about how I know Kevin, and how he knows Florence..and then we were just randomly talking and he kept dragging me around LOL. Andrew, Kelvin and Alfred turned up halfway, then we all went upstairs and some people got KFC and some got McDonalds, was sitting down and then KY sat with us and everyone was talking about going to HK and stuff, then we randomly was seeing what films we had both seen, and what artists we listen to LOL. It was like 'boys before flowers' -hi5- 'kimbum' -hi5- 'my girl' -hi5- 'big bang' -hi5- 'super junior' -hi5- etcetc. Lol. A boy that looks kinda like an ulzzang took my sunglasses from Kevin and was wearing them for a while~ LOL. afterwards, everyone started to walk to st.james park..and then we all got on a bus, but we got on the wrong bus so everyone got off and we were walking to hyde park instead, met Crystal whilst walking, just kind of started talking..then since I had to go, I got Kevin to come with me back to charing cross, took around 1hour to get to traf, walked to charing cross and waited 15mins for my train, it was so hot aswell, really humid..rung up Joyce and was on the phone to her for almost 50mins whilst I was getting home. Saw Vanessa, Theresa and Paige on the 229 aswell. Got home at 8pm..took a shower and washed my hair, then kinda took a small nap a little while ago, but then my mum came home, and woke me up..now I'm not tired anymore..

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Love love love.
Friday, 3 July 2009

Last day of work exp~ got in late again because of traffic, but they were fine with it. They didn't really have anything for me to do so first I was just told to put some deodorant away, then tidy up around the store..then I put some suncream on the shelves and restocked up the makeup. Kamen came down for lunch agains~ since she was pretty much finished, she could actually manage to stay longer today. We sat down at some steps and just talked whilst looking through the stuff that she tow faan lei from body shop. Lol, she gave me a vanilla perfume, pink grapefruit body butter, camomile gentle eye makeup remover and mascara~ thankyou jagiya<3

(19:58) - Kelvin;: dno how many ways you can love-scream
(19:58) ` zt ; * : going through your mind..all i can imagine that you're thinking are sex noises.
(19:58) - Kelvin;: ummm.....
(19:58) - Kelvin;: no?
(19:58) - Kelvin;: well yes
(19:58) ` zt ; * : LOL.
(19:58) - Kelvin;: damn you
(19:58) ` zt ; * : i knew it.
(19:58) ` zt ; * : ahahs
(19:59) - Kelvin;: your horny powers sense what im thinknig


(20:09) ` zstt: heat.
(20:09) ` zstt: lmfao
(20:10) - Kelvin;: thats not fair
(20:10) - Kelvin;: im watching friends
(20:10) - Kelvin;: and they're having sex
(20:10) - Kelvin;: next
(20:10) ` zstt: LOL
(20:10) - Kelvin;: and heat is a sexy word

(20:17) ` zstt: hit aeroplanes.
(20:17) - Kelvin;: zoe

(20:17) ` zstt: rub
(20:18) - Kelvin;: skip
(20:18) ` zstt: you saying that as skip to the next one..or skip as in you thought skip?..
(20:19) - Kelvin;: skip to the next one
(20:19) - Kelvin;: yu know what im thinking
(20:19) ` zstt: maybe i don't. explain yourself.
(20:20) - Kelvin;: rub?
(20:20) - Kelvin;: hmm..
(20:21) ` zstt: ..
(20:21) - Kelvin;: what?
(20:21) - Kelvin;: losl
(20:21) ` zstt: lol explain yourself.
(20:24) - Kelvin;: i'd rather show you
(20:24) - Kelvin;: cant explain
(20:25) ` zstt: lmfao...
(20:25) - Kelvin;: what?
(20:25) - Kelvin;: lol
(20:25) - Kelvin;: best way to explain myself.

(20:25) ` zstt: clothes
(20:26) - Kelvin;: see, my first thought was normal clothes
(20:26) - Kelvin;: then lingerie
(20:26) ` zstt: LOL

(20:28) - Kelvin;: im only thinknig like this cos we're on the topic of dirty thoughts
(20:29) ` zstt: i told you. kelvins thoughts = sexual thoughts


Simply, I said that every one of his thoughts are dirty, so he tried to prove me wrong, so I gave him a word, and he told me what he thought...haha.

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Make a promise now.
Thursday, 2 July 2009

Fourth day of work experience, got in 15minutes late because of really bad traffic, once I got in, I was sent out again to WALK to the cutty sark boots and pick up tillrolls, walked to the bus stop since the bag was heavy and I didn't wanna walk back, when I got on the bus I went upstairs then couldn't see any seats, so I turned around to go back down, but then realised there were seats near the back, so I turned around AGAIN, and when I was making my way to the seat I was hitting all the other seats with the bag...swear everyone was watching me LOL and I did the same whilst getting off the bus. Haha. When I got back to greenwich I was told to push forward the stock again, did that for a while until Margaret came and gave me a plan which I had to go through, it was all of the deodorant, going through it and checking bar codes, then taking all of them off the shelves, clean the shelves, then put them back on..took so long. About half way through the supervisor from Townley came, talked to me for a bit then went and took a picture, mugshot I swear. It's going to be so bad, I hope they don't put mine up..later on when I was on the second to last shelf, Kamen came. She got an extended lunch because she had nothing to do, lucky shit. Cleaned the last row then went for my lunch, saw an old man chasing pigeons with his walking stick LOL. Went into iceland and Kamen bought an eightpack of lucozade..made her bag look so big ahahs. We ended up just standing outside for a while, then CM came, he stayed for a while too, then Kamen left and CM left after aswell, I rung up Joyce and walked around the store talking on the phone. Cleaned up the clearance section then just did more pulling forward, got to the condom area and there were random gaps again LOL people have been buying condoms, and I think a bottle of lube was gone aswell LOL. Also, an old chinese woman came in, and was like to me 'mui mui...' and I turned around and she was like 'sik mm sik jong mun ah?' Lmfao, and yeah, she was asking me about toothpaste, and if this toothpaste was laat, was kinda funny. Ahahs. Kamen came again since she finished early, and Vietanh was with her, they started distracting me for the last 10mins...finally it was 4pm and I could go, we went to woolwich to meet Joyce. When we got on the bus I went upstairs and was about to sit down, but then this hukgwai was going to sit with me, so I quickly got up and was like 'lok hui ah' so Kamen carries on walking to the back and I was like 'nooo lok low ha ah!' lmao. Then we were talking about the cha gwais that were around. Kamen was telling me (in canto) that the cha gwai really smelt, and that he took his flipflops off. LOL. Then she said 'tay ha gor ah cha, gum yeet kui do jerk chern jow saam' then we both looked at Vietanh and started laughing. I was still on the phone to Joyce at that time, so I was trying to tell her 'Ga Mun wa 'tay ha gor ah cha, gum yeet kui do jerk chern jow saam' gum jow ngor dey lern gor mon ju choi hung tow fat gor yun yun wei kui jerk gun chern jow saam' but then because I didn't know if she heard me properly, I kept repeating myself, and then when I tried to make her work out who 'choi hung tow fat gor yun' was, she was like to me 'you could have just said yuet naam' LMFAO. Then we started cracking up at it. When I was talking to Joyce, she was like 'is it only Kamen with you?' and I said no, and she was like 'oh, didn't think so 'cause I heard another voice but it could've been Kamen' simply saying she could sound like a man, and saying about Kamen's accent, then when I told Kamen, she went and hit me, and I was like 'IT WASN'T ME WHO SAID IT , IT WAS JOYCE!' and yeah, she was like 'oh, sorry..here, you can have a sip of lucozade' but she kept watching me, so I couldn't drink it properly, so went she was drinking it, I hit it and made it spill on her leg, then she was all sticky LOL. It was so hot aswell, so we got off the bus a bit earlier and walked around instead..went to holland&barratts to buy ACV..think I bought the wrong one though..bleh. When we went into lidl to check for ACV, Kamen asked some man that she thought was working there, and he was like 'hmm, ask the front' and then later..we saw him going to the till to pay LOL. Went into new look aswell, me and Kamen were trying on heels whilst Vietanh just sat on the side, we started camerawhoring aswell, until some woman was like to us 'no photos' what a bitch, so we just left and met up with Joyce, she gave me my work exp book and then we went home. ACV didn't really work, need to get the uncompressed one..bleh. Can't remember anything else that happened..

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I only want to be alone.
Wednesday, 1 July 2009

Third day of work exp, woke up kind of late, had to rush loads..got there on time though, 10mins early..I was given makeup to tag and put on shelves, then I put some more stock out, then I was pushing all the stock forward..condom area. LOL then I had to put out tickets, there were loads in the condom section..they've all been reduced LOL people, buy your condoms! ahahs. After that I was putting suncream on the shelves, and Kamen came in and was like 'excuse me...' and I actually turned around and was like 'Yes?' ahahs. Went for lunch..bought daim<3 yum, talked to Joyce on the phone for a while, then she had to go back to work, so I was just texting whilst looking at hair products again. When my lunch finished, I had to use this little scanner thingy, and scan bar codes and then enter in how many there were and how many were needed, quite cool :D did all of the rimmel section, then it was time to go~ On msn talking to Kevin right now, today he's said some really stupid things, and he can't translate chinese for shit. noob. LOL.


(20:08) ` kee: it means
(20:08) ` kee: 以后我只想一个人
(20:08) ` kee: there ;]
(20:08) ` kee: xD
(20:08) ` zt ; * : in english you retard.
(20:08) ` zt ; * : LOL
(20:09) ` zt ; * : its even in chinese now..you should be able to read it.
(20:09) ` zt ; * : XD
(20:12) ` kee: er something you dream of somene?


Lmfao, oh and here, we were talking about RON NG<3

(20:56) ` zt ; * : and his acting skills<3
(20:56) ` zt ; * : and his voice<3
(20:56) ` zt ; * : and his face<3
(20:56) ` kee: and his looks<3
(20:56) ` zt ; * : and body<3
(20:56) ` zt ; * : and just everything<3
(20:56) ` zt ; * : <3<3<3
(20:56) ` kee: and his chesthair<3


Hahah, yeah...then he was showing me pics of guys that he knows that look korean<3 yum. keke~ now I have nothing to say..might write a longer entry tomorrow if I can be bothered. Oh, and the weather was really hot today, seriously. XD

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