Spent the day at home..went on the pc for a while..Chrissi came around..just talking, played big2 and baked a cake~ when she left i just went back on the pc..the cynosure family project gifts were posted~ my gifts look so pro~ i wonder who made them..been obsessed with Navi's song Heart Damage<3 Cindy's back now~ but i can't see her until 15th ): leaving to go to Spain on monday..will be online before..i guess i'll blog then..and then see if i can blog when i get to spain..internet café or steal peoples internet around since Fiona's bringing her laptop~ still not sure what to do about blogs..i like my livejournal..also like this one though...depends if i can be bothered to copy&paste posts? and then see if i actually want to use this..or keep with LJ..or use xanga? aigoo..na molla.

something seemed strange as you looked at me without a word, so i blocked my ears
because the lip shapes that i saw with my eyes seemed to say let's break up

without knowing, tears wet my feet again
i was so embarassed, i hung my head
oh~ saying "please don't be like this. don't leave me"
today, for the first time, i cried in front of you

yeah that's right
you'll probably have to prepare that goodbye kiss
we're over. e-n-d, baby like this
can you move over? excuse me, miss
let's break up now. no mo' business
no mo' whips, and no mo' ices
i want to go back, back to my peeps, back to the streets
cuz, girl with two faces, just can't do it, girl
yes, just go. you're dismissed
peace~

because my heart is damaged, i can't even breathe
because it spread to my heart, it hurts so much i want to die.. it keeps hurting
even after going the hospital, i couldn't find the reason i was hurting
because my heart is damaged

all of a sudden, i looked in the mirror
looking at my reflection in the mirror,
saying that i'll cry just for one day, that i'll empty you out,
i drank alone for the last time

i told you, you can't get a playa back like that
though i can rap to any beat
i don't love with any girl
here, you're a nobody
i'm a tree stump that blooms flowers
but you ain't my flower
last bit of pride, pshh~ just swallow
don't follow, don't call me tomorrow
we're strangers, over
yo, taxi. i'mma holla

because my heart is damaged, i can't even breathe
because it spread to my heart, it hurts so much i want to die.. it keeps hurting
even after going the hospital, i couldn't find the reason i was hurting

if my body is damaged, it would heal
because my heart is damaged, my tearful illness won't go away
up to the point where when i eat, i can't tell whether it's food or tears
my heart is damaged

i hoped that your lip shapes aren't the words of farewell
oh~ saying "please don't be like this. don't leave me"
today, for the first time, i cried in front of you

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